38. PAST💔

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After, Roohi has calm down, she didn't break the hug.

"Dii.. Vo ladka mera boyfriend tha!" Said Roohi and started crying.

"Roohi, tumhare mn m jo kuch bhi ho na.. Sb bol do! Tumhe acha feel hoga." Said Shreya.

" Aap mujhe judge toh nhi krengi na!?" Asked Roohi.

"Bilkul bhi nhi.. Mene kaha na.. Tum meri choti bhn ho.. Or m apni choti bhn ko kbhi judge nhi krungi.. Bs ek shi raah dikhaungi." Said Shreya.

"Dii.. Vo mera boyfriend tha.. Uske or mere relationship ko abhi bs 6 months hue h.. Actually vo mera first boyfriend tha, m uske sath bht attached thi.. Vo mujhe psnd tha.. Mujhe pyr k bare nhi pta.. But attraction thi.. Usne kaha 6 months ho gye h relationship ko.. Hmne aaj tk gaal pr kiss krne se jyda kuch nhi kiya.. Usne kaha vo mujhe kiss krna chahta h! Mene meri frnd ko btaya.. Usne kaha ki dekh itna time ho gya.. Ek kiss krne m ky problem h krle kiss. Mujhe lga ki vo shi keh ri h.. Isliye mene usse bol diya ki m kiss krne ko tyar hu.. Aaj m apni frnd k ghr pr night stay krne wali thi.. Mene socha jb m uske ghr jaungi.. Bich m Ansh k ghr bhi chli jaungi.. Usko milne.. Usne baad yaha se apni frnd k ghr chli jati. Mene vese hi kiya.. M uske ghr gyi.. Usne andr bulaya.. Mene usse pucha ghr pr koi nhi h ky.. Usne bola nhi.. Aaj sb bhr gye h.. M rukna chahu toh ruk skti hu.. Mene mna kr diya.. Mene kaha m bs milne aayi hu. Usne kaha thk h.. Vo mere liye khane k liye kuch lekr aaya.. Uske bd vo bola ki aaj kiss krte h.. M thodi nervous ho gyi thi.. Isliye mene mna kr diya.. Usne bola please na.. Tumne kaha ki tum tyar ho.. Fir mene thodi der m haan kr diya.. Vo jese jese mere close aa rha tha.. M bht nervous ho rhi thi.. Vo jese hi lips k pass aya.. M itni jyda nervous ho gyi ki mene usse hug hi kr liya.. Usne bola.. Ky hua!! Mene kaha kuch nhi thodi der hug krne do.. Fir dheere dheere vo meri dress ki zip kholne lga.. M dar gyi.. Mene kaha y ky kr rhe ho.. Toh usne kaha tum comfortable ho jayegi.. Mujhe ajib lg rha tha.. Mene usse dhakka de diya.. Or kaha ki dur rho.. Lekin vo fir bhi pass aa rha tha.. Vo mujhe molest krne ki koshish kr rha tha.. M jese tese vaha se bhg k aayi.. Fir mujhe aap dikhi.. Mene apko aawaz lgai.. Lekin itne vo aa gya or usne mujhe pkad liya.. Thank god dii.. Aap shi time pr aa gyi.. Vrna pta nhi aaj mera ky hota!" Said Roohi while crying. Shreya tightly hugs Roohi.

"Roohi.. Tum sach m sbse ye chupana chahti ho!? Apne bhaiya ko.. Apni bhn ko nhi btana chahti!?" Asked Shreya.

"Nhi diii.. Bhaiya ne kaha tha.. Kuch bhi ho.. Share zaroor krio.. Lekin mene unhe apne relationship k bare m nhi btaya.. Blki kisi ko bhi nhi btaya. " Said Roohi.

"Roohi.. Tumhe kisi ko iss bare m nhi btaya..its okay agr y baat chupai na.. Toh.. (Takes a pause) toh meri trh halat ho jayegi! Or m bilkul nhi chahti ki tum vo sb suffer kro! " Said Shreya.

"Apne!? Ky mtlb h di!?" Asked Roohi.

"Tumhare saath jo ab hua na.. Vo mere sath ho chuka h.. Blki usse bhi bura.. Or aaj tk m vo kisi ko nhi bta payi.. Kisi ko bhi nhi.. Not even Pri.. Vo meri life ka sbse bura din tha.. Sbse jyda bura.. Uss din s mujhe khud se nafrat ho gyi thi.. Mujhe aisa lg rha tha.. Ki mujhe uss insaan n chhua.. M khud ko saaf kese kru.. 1 saal tk m kisi se baat hi nhi kr payi.. Fir dheere dheere m thk hone lgi.. M chizo ko accept krne lgi.. Lekin vo din mere mn se jata hi nhi h.. Uss din ki wjh se mujhe panic attack aa jate h.. Pri hmesha mere sath hoti thi.. Usne mujhe akela chdna hi chd diya tha!! Even meri wjh se usne apna pura ek saal khrb kr liya tha.. Vo hmesha mere sath rehna chahti thi.. Vo mere liye itna kuch krti rhi.. Bina jaane ki asal m hua ky tha! Tumhe pta h mujhe ab aisa lgta h ki m thk hone lgi hu.. Mujhe attacks bhi km aane lge h. Shyd iss wjh se ki mujhe bht ache dost mile.. Jo hmesha mujhe khush rkhte h." Said Shreya with tears in eyes.

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