I want to go back || Ciel Phantomhive X Reader

19: I like you but I love her

Two days had been passed since our Earl decided to say it to  Lady Elizabeth. Yes, it is morning and just right on time the carriage came outside the manor. Ciel and along with the servants welcomed the lady. Ciel took a deep breath before he held the hand of her fiancè.

Ciel and Elizabeth had some quality time together. Playing chess and many many more just to impress the lady. Ciel smiled all the things that they did.

The others are preaparing for the lady. Fixing some these and those and also did their daily tasks.

"Okay, that's enought now (y/n)" Sebastian said. Now, the both of them are at the kitchen preparing the foods for the both of them while Baldroy, well messing things up and they just helped to clean it up.

"I-It's my first time to cook this... I don't know if this will taste good" the fallen said staring at her dish wishing that it will taste good.

"Let me taste" Baldroy walked to her and (y/n) gave him some space as he take a taste to (y/n)'s dish.

"Hmmm" (y/n) prayed for the good result of her dish "It's delicous! I like it, good job!" Baldroy praised her and (y/n) exhaled in relief

"(Y/n), young master said that you'll be the one to served them" Sebastian said and she looked at him and gave a nodded

"Good luck out there!" Baldroy gave a thumbs up as she smiled

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After the fallen angel and the demon finished cooking, it's time for the lady and young master to eat. They both went to the dining room and sat on their chair. (Y/n) knocked at the door as she opened the doors with a pulling tray on her hands.

(Y/n) placed the foods on the table one by one and having those introductions like Sebastian do. When she's already done she bowed but stopped by Ciel's hand. He grabbed her wrist with his hand which made (y/n) stopped.

"Do you need something?" She asked as she turned around to the both of them

"Stay for a while" he ordered and (y/n) nodded as she wait fot the earl and the lady to be finished.

When they're both finished Ciel called her and (y/n) went to the two.

"Elizabeth.." Ciel spoke and Elizabeth looked at him

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Ciel's P.O.V

This is it. As just as I planned today is perfect to say it and to confess. I'll hate it for sure when I'll gonna break my cousin's heart, for all that she did to me and I'll just gonna say that I like (y/n) more... but it hurt me more if I didn't say this now.

"Elizabeth..." I started with a call to Lizzy. And she had her attention to me. I looked down first before I lifted my head up.

"I know... that you've done so many great things to me that sometimes I can never repay" I looked at her eyes and her facial expression is still okay

"Y-You know that I like you right? And I'll protect you in any cost even it cause my life." Her facial expressions turned into a confused now

"A cousin tuned into a fiancè" I lowered my voice down. "I've like you and always looked at you as a cute cousin or even fiance... b-but" I stopped for a second and I think that she already know what I am gonna say. I quickly grabbed (y/n)'s hand and hold it with mine

"I like you, but I love her and I'll always like you " I smiled and looked at her. Her face was shocked so was (y/n). I hold (y/n)'s tightly and never let go of it

"I'll still protect you, as the earl of Phantomhive's household and also my precious cousin" I said and Lizzy looked down "Lizzy... I hope you understand"

Her face lifted up for a few seconds and saw a liquid forming in the corner of her eyes. I stand up and wiped them of as she smiled.

"Y-You know, I have already knew but I didn't expect this fast" she said between some sobs

"I was jealous. I'm jealous because she's cuter than me." Her voice became a bit lower. She smiled once again and her tears are falling down and I keep wiping them

"Sssh... I'm really sorry Lizzy" I hugged her and she release all her tears. Rubbing her back to calm down her

"I-I'm okay, Ciel. " She said and pushed me lightly "I understand, you see me as your cousin and that is okay"

"B-but promise me! " she raised her voice a bit "Promise me that you'll love her and never cheat on her! And also protect her like you protect me and also protect me too as your cousin" she said between sobs

"I promise, I swear" I smiled and kissed her forehead as she chuckled

"(Y/n)-chan" Lizzy called to a frozen (y/n)

"W-What is it, lady Elizabeth?" She asked

"Oh, come on drop the formality " Lizzy chuckled "Promise me that you'll take care of Ciel okay?" She said and (y/n) nodded

"I-I must take my leave" Lizzy stand up and walked to the door "D-Don't you worry I'm only at the guest room" she smiled and exited the room

"So..." (y/n) spoke as she's looking at the floor

"What is it?" I replied

"D-Do you really... you know... " she said

"Yes, you heard it right"

"E-Even though I'm just a fallen and a maid of yours?"

"Yes. I don't care what ars you as long as you're (y/n)"

I walked towards her and gave her a hug. "I like you--No! I love you (y/n)"I said and gave her lips a peck and my face lit

"Y-Young mast--" I stopped her with another peck

"Drop the formalities just call me Ciel" I smiled

"C-Ciel... I love you too. I've always do since the day I met yo--uh scratch that one. When you have all attention to me that's time I liked you" (y/n) chuckled. She's so cute when she laughs and I must keep that forever and eternity.

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Ouuccchhh... Cousin-zone! T_T. And this chapter is kinda corny... ._.