Undeniable Attraction ✓

Chapter 40

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I was kind of ashamed to go back to my parents, I could very much have gone to a hotel or something but I didn't, I needed them. I rang the doorbell and my mom opened.

"Shayan, Evie." She exclaimed surprised to see us.

"Sheila who's at the door?" My dad asked

"Dad." I said hugging him. We did a family hug and I smiled. I missed my family.

"You came on your own, what about Kelvin?" Dad asked noticing his absence.

Through out the ride here I had thought of what to say if they asked. I wanted to tell them the complete truth but I still felt obliged to keep the contract a secret.

"He's at work or home." I answered.

"You didn't come with any luggage, are you going back soon?" Mom asked.

"No. I'd be staying here for a while." I answered ashamed

"What did he do? Don't tell me he sent you out" dad angrily said.

"No,no, no. He didn't." I tried clarifying.

"You left him?" Mom shouted.

"It seems like we'd have to sit down and talk." Dad suggested and I agreed with him.

"Come on Evie, let's go in." I said carrying her inside.

"We'd talk about it after dinner." Mom said and I nodded.

I carried Evie to my room and we sat on the bed. "I miss daddy." She sighed saying.

"I do too."I admitted sadly.

"When are we going back?" She asked again.

"I don't know Evie." I answered honestly.

  I don't know if I could go back, if he'd want me to. If he'd even want me back or bother trying to get me back. He was right, we should have talked when I was calmer. I shouldn't have made a decision when I was angry. I wasn't even that angry or stopped to be. I guess I overreact sometimes. Maybe I just want to see whether I mean anything to him as he claims. If he really wants a family with us.

"I thought you said everything was okay." Mom said as I walked in to the kitchen. She was making dinner and I came to help her.

"It was and then I just ruined it. I don't know why a part of me still feels like I shouldn't forgive him easily and that's what I did."

"Oh Shayan." My mom said shaking her head as she passed me some vegetable to slice. "Do you regret it?"

"I do. I should have been more patient. He really changed mom, he was putting in a lot of effort and I just ruined it."

"If he loves you he'd come back to you." She said patting my back.

"I hope so mom."I said nearly in tears, how foolish was I ?

"Don't worry he will. How's Evie taking it?"

"She says she wants to go back and misses him." I answered chuckling.

"I can imagine. You're not going to stop her from seeing him are you?"

"Of course not mom! She can see them anytime, as long as he wants to." I said and Mom smiled.

"I can't wait for you to have your own big happy family." Mom squealed and I chuckled.

"It's not going to be so big though." I sadly said.

"Does he know?" I know she was referring to me telling him about not being able to give birth and nodded.

"I know I'm not supposed to but I kind of blame him for some things and I really need to let go if I want this to work out but I don't just know how." I cried out in frustration.