i think i love you / solby

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"i'm gonna go sit on the balcony," i said quietly, sam pulling a pair of joggers over his boxers.
"ok. i love you," he grinned, us kissing quickly before i headed out. i sat on the chair and put my feet up on the railings, looking at the sunset. it was beautiful. but nowhere near as beautiful as sam, i thought. i glanced inside to see him laying on the bed on his phone, looking bored. i wanted to go and entertain him, but i also wanted to go on the balcony. we needed our personal alone time, and this was mine. i looked back at the skyline, watching the town below me. i heard the bed creak inside and saw sam stood up, walking out of the room, probably going to see jake. i looked down and saw a straight couple walking down the street, swinging their intertwined fingers and laughing with eachother, stopping to kiss. if only me and sam could do that. we were in a very catholic area of italy, and it was obviously frowned upon to be gay. i took my eyes to the sunset and watched as the sun went down.

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when the sunset was engulfed by the buildings below, i stood up and stretched, yawning and walking back into our room. sam was asleep on the bed, snoring softly with the tv playing quietly.
"aww," i chuckled softly, moving cautiously not to wake him and grabbing a pair of joggers and quickly changing into them. i ruffled my hair and slid into bed next to him, slowly sliding my arm around him from behind.
"i love you," i sighed softly, closing my eyes.
"i love you too," sam giggled, turning around to face me.
"i thought you were asleep," i chuckled, gazing at him.
"i was half asleep. but you put your cold ass hands on me and woke me up. i'm kidding, but it was cute to see you being so careful not to wake me up," he grinned, giggling.
"i honestly thought you were fully asleep," i chuckled, smiling at him.
"i can tell," sam laughed, his grin absolutely stunning.
"c'mere," i laughed with him, straddling him and kissing him, my hands on his cheeks. he grinned and put his hands on the back of my neck, pulling me closer. i chuckled with a grin and sat up, stretching before going back down to kiss him, my legs on either side of his hips.
"stop, you're turning me on, bambina," sam grinned, shaking his head. that was the dirtiest thing he'd said to me in the whole time of us being together.
"am i, tesoro?" i teased, kissing him and biting his lip, pulling it away from his mouth and releasing it.
"yes, you are," he giggled, kissing me. i grazed his bottom lip with my tongue and he opened his mouth, allowing my entrance. we made out sloppily, both of us letting out soft laughs and heavy breaths.
"colby," he whined, attempting to grind his hips against me.
"yeah?" i grinned, knowing exactly what he was doing. he simply just whined and looked me in the eyes, eyebrows furrowed.
"and what do you want me to do about it, luce del sole?" i chuckled, kissing his neck.
"you know what," he whined, trying again to grind his hips against mine. i grinned and chuckled, pinning his hips down with my hands and kneeling inbetween his legs. i pulled his joggers and boxers down, him gulping nervously.
"are you ok with this? i don't wanna make you uncomfortable," i said softly.
"yeah, c'mon," he giggled, smiling. i pumped him a couple times before licking his tip, earning a gasp from him. i took him into my mouth, bobbing my head up and down as i got to work. he let out a soft, angelic moan, gripping the sheets on the bed.
"we need to be quiet, bambina," i chuckled, going back at it, him nodding.

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