Then You Look At Me |COMPLETED|

Feels

~But when it feels this good then it just come natural~ Miguel.

Chapter Theme Song: Arch & Point by Miguel.

(A/N: Pleaseeee listen the above song! It's at the top! :-)

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Rainey

Why are you so beautiful, Rain? You are so perfect.

Those words are the only occupants of my mind while I sit on the motel bed, browsing through the cable channels for something that can hopefully filter my thoughts.

I can hear the shower running as Ansel's takes his bath and I have no idea why splattering water against tiles makes me feel this flushed. Maybe it is the fact that he is practically nude just a door away from me.

Ever since that intense make-out session, I cannot seem to un-feel his touch. I should stop thinking about it; it's not gentle on my hormones, but it does not help my case that each time I close my eyes, his face, his smile and the way his eyes appeared when he gazed at me, keeps popping up.

I sigh as I switch the channel, slightly stiffening when I hear the shower switches off. I sit up straight, my back against the mahogany headboard while I attempt to make it seem like he is not the current resident of my mind.

Ansel steps out of the bathroom. His hair is damp from the shower. Luckily, he is wearing his T-shirt. I do not know how I would have handled him being shirtless; that would blow my cover of appearing unphased.

"What are you watching?" He asks casually, crashing beside me.

The bed dips as his mild fresh scent fills the air, and just the simple contact of his knee against my leg causes a weird feeling in my body.

"I have no idea; I'm just browsing through channels, hoping to find something interesting."

A silence falls between us, and I randomly choose a movie, hoping that it will make me feel less awkward.

Ansel pulls himself back to lean against the headboard as we absorb the film being played on the screen. We are not even five minutes in when a couple begins to indulge in full-blown kissing. The man's hand is in the lady's hair while she wraps her arms around him, the two grinding against each other in fiery passion.

I jerk my legs anxiously. Considering what just happened between Ansel and me, this scene makes me feel awfully uneasy, but maybe they will leave it at just a kiss and move along with the plot, right?

Wrong.

They begin to undress, and I fidget in discomfort, my cheeks running crimson when I realize where the foreplay is heading. I glance at Ansel; whose face is red, but he attempts to act casual, tapping his finger against his knee.

Okay. I should just switch this.

I grab the remote, instantly changing the channel, but immediately regretting it when a vivid sex scene begins to play out.

What the hell, why would they air something this erotic?

I cough, mindlessly tapping what I think to be 'skip' but instead the volume raises as the uncensored film runs on the screen, the characters uttering series of pleasure noises. I hastily switch the channel to an animated cartoon and Ansel chuckles, causing me to turn sheepish eyes in his direction. "What?"