Expectations

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I expected nothing from you. I expected nothing from the start. And it's terrifying because my expectations were always quite true. I always thought you'd never be there. I always thought you'd never want me the same way. I always thought you'd never know. I was hoping you'd never know. I expected you to stop being there for me. I expected you to turn me down. I expected you to not care. I expected you to get tired of me. I expected you to avoid me. I expected everything to crash down all at once. And it did. It f^cking did. And I'm scared right now because right now, I'm expecting you to care, just for this moment. But everything is different. You won't care. Not anymore. I expected too much from this nothingness. You said it's terrifying to give it a spark of hope when everything would be gone soon.

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