COMPLICATED (POEM 40)

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"Everything is complicated even the things that seem to be in their bleakness or sadness"

-Unknown


I want to be loved but I don't at the same time,

Because love is complicated,

I'm complicated,

It seems like I never do anything right,


I'm always giving love I'm never getting back,

I guess I'm just a hopeless romantic,

I want to fall in love like these Wattpad book characters,

They always have an happy ending,


I want that,

I want to sleep and wake up to good morning messages,

Go out on dates to the movie theater or a picnic,

Nothing to fancy but not boring either,


I wanted my first kiss to be in the rain,

But I didn't get that,

I guess I woke up and realized that's just in fairytales,

Made by people who either  wanted their love to be like that or they had their happy ending,


I guess I'm one of those people,

Who always got hurt even when we try to close our hearts away,

Because that's who I am,

I guess I'm messed up for hoping all the people who have broken my heart meet the one they

love even though they don't deserve it,

I'm trying to forget them maybe one day I will.

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