"Uhm.. Sir? Can I help you?" I mumble while staring at him.
He breaks out into a huge grin, the kind of grin you see on little kids when they get their favorite toy.
He reaches out to me, and I start to fall backwards trying to move away. He latch...
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Once Ryder left the room, the daze I was in started wearing off while the weight of his words sunk in.
Was I over reacting?
I didn't mean to over react, or upset him. My brain just seemed to stop functioning on its own. I barely even remember what was done in the shed. The first parts are very clear, and then it fades into a blurry mess.
I'm worried about how much I keep upsetting him. It seems I cannot do anything right no matter how hard I try. I just want to make him happy, and for everything to be okay. He picked me for a reason, and I wouldn't be surprised if he is starting to regret his choice.
I don't want to end up like one of those other girls. I don't want to be thrown away like trash. Especially not when I have finally accepted that I do love him.
I need to try harder to please him.
No matter what it takes. I'll learn to do it with a smile on my face if that's what he wants. You make sacrifices for the people you love, therefore I will do that for him.
I'll fix my mistakes if he lets me, which I really hope he does.
He's cared for me, and shown his love while I just keep being a burden. It isn't fair to him. From this point forward, I'll be the girl he expected me to be.
No matter how hard it is.
I can do it.
I take a deep breath, trying to steady my nerves, waiting for the moment he comes back. He locked my ankle again, so I assume he left the house. I hope he doesn't get hurt because of me making him so mad he left.
I also wonder how long he will keep me here.
What if he comes back but doesn't even come unlock me?
What if he just leaves me here?
No.
No Layla.
He wouldn't do that.
He loves me.
It'll all be okay as soon as Ryder gets back.
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Well, I've been laying here for six hours with no sign of him. I've gone back and forth to the bathroom ten times, I tried zoning out with television, I tried taking a nap, I walked in circles, and eventually I just sat back on the bed waiting.
