Devotion (Jikook)

Smiling picture?

                                      Park Jimin
I am not mad, at ALL. I have been having a good few days ignoring Jungkook and his relationship, not even thinking about it.

Well, I'm trying to.

Okay, listen. I'm in love with him, but I've also just been surrounding myself with positive and amazing people!

I've been practicing a lot, too. I haven't been on social media also, AND I honestly don't know when Jungkook and everyone comes home, but once again, I WILL ignore it.

I stretch my legs before getting back into position.

"All this is no coincidence."

"Just, just-"

My phone dings loudly, cutting me off.
As it always does.

If I weren't so confident in my performance, I wouldn't have checked it, but I am! So I give myself a little break.

It's Jisoo.

Jisoo 🤪
"You coming to my party tonight?!"

Oh, right. That's tonight.

"I'm sorry, but I really wanted to stay home and practice more. That okay?"

I'm kinda sore, I can't go out!

"Aw okay. Of course it's okay, let me know if you change your mind though! It'll contain, alcohol."

I laugh and roll my eyes. I'm good, Jisoo.

I sit on my bed and look through my phone naturally. I go on social media and see Jungkook updated his story, once again. I roll my eyes and swipe down, but unfortunately, It clicked his story instead.

"No!" I yell.

I can't help but just watch it anyways.

It's a picture of Jennie and Jungkook, as his story has been these few days, except..this one is different.

In this one Jungkook is actually, smiling while Jennie is kissing his cheek...

Jungkook looks happy.

My heart drops, and I don't look very happy.

I stare at the picture a few seconds more before calmly looking for my contact list.

I need to accept this relationship already. Stop trying to convince myself he'll be mine instead.

I feel my eyes grow watery as my thumbs move across my phone.

I click the name and wipe my nose.

"Hey, Jisoo," I say.

"Hi cutie! What's up?"

I smile and sniffle at the same time.

"I'm going tonight. Come pick me up?"

"Yes! On my way now. This is gonna be so great."

Right...