I was lying in my bed staring at the ceiling and thinking about everything that happened the last few months. Everything just happened so fast! My first day, the dance, Patrick, found out Patrick was a jerk, fall in love with Minho etc! Time flew so fast. Like the speed of the water falling from the waterfall. Like this fast! Sometimes I think about if it was the right choice to come here! I mean, I will probably have a brilliant future and get into a great collage because I studied here, but would it be worth it? All this pain that I have been through, will it be worth it? Because people never mention how hard it will be, but that it will be worth it! My dream was always to get into Yale and study law, and by studying in KISS, then my chances are better to get a scholarship. But was all this pain, worth it just to achieve my goal? I wiped a tear falling from my cheek, then I heard the main door open and Minho's voice came to my ear, I stood up. Should I tell him how I am feeling or wait? I mean, he has a girlfriend and I don't want to be the other woman in their relationship. I would feel guilty about it for months...
Oh, fake it! I only have one life, not twenty! I thought before walking towards his room. I am probably going to regret this later, but I need to remember stupid things that I did when I am old and cranky, so I would have something to laugh and cry about. Yeah, I am not funny
Y/n:Hey Minho, can we talk-
I said entering his room and I saw him on his bed making out with Maddison, and I instantly regret it. My heart now was completely broken! I felt tears in my eyes, but I hold them back
Maddison:What the hell is she doing here?
She asked furiously looking at him and Minho's eyes widened not knowing what to say
Y/n:I am terrible sorry to interrupt your disgusting moment, but I am looking for Q!
I said and Minho sighed, terrified of what Maddison could do if she ever finds out that this is actually my dorm too
Minho:He is still in the library
He said, and I nodded with a fake smile before closing the door. You are so stupid, Y/n! What were you even thinking? I feel so stupid right now, I shouldn't have done that! I shouldn't! I shouldn't!
I went back to my room and locked the door. I rested my head on the door and fell on the cold floor, letting off the tears I was holding. I just couldn't keep them in my eyes anymore. Why the hell did I believe that he would actually like me, after I learned that he has a girlfriend! Of course, boys like him would never notice a girl like me. Who would want to have a nerdy little girlfriend? Even Patrick used me to achieve his stupid goals
I heard someone trying to enter my room, but it was locked. Then Q knocked gently on the door
Q:Hey Y/n are you alright?
He said, and I immediately took my bag, deciding that I am going to pretend that I am going to the library. I opened the door and I saw Q sitting on the sofa with Minho watching TV. Where did Madison disappear in only 10 minutes?
Q:Y/n did something happened?
He asked, looking worried, and I just smiled because he probably noticed my puffy eyes. But I was too tired to give explanations, and the fact that Minho didn't even look at me when I entered the room made me mad, not sad. But why did I get mad? I mean he has a girlfriend Y/n
Y/n:No, just my allergies! I am going to the nurse to give me some medicine for them and then go to the library to study
I said, and he nodded, returning the smile.
Minho:But we were studying for eight hours!
He said confused and shocked at the same time, but I just ignored him and left
*Q's POV*
I know why my best friend was sad! I knew her better than everyone, even though she didn't tell me. I also knew the person who was responsible for it and because he was right next to me, I found it easy to hit him on the head
Minho:Ouch
He said looking at me furiously, but I was more furious
Q:I thought you liked Y/n! Why the hell are you dating Maddison?
I asked and he rubbed his head in pain
Minho:I am not dating her, we just have it casual! And also because I want to forget about Y/n. After what Patrick did to her, she will probably be scared to trust and date me. So I decided to wait until she is actually ready to move on and welcome someone new in her dating life
He said, and I smiled at how clueless this boy was
Q:Well mate, I definitely know that those puffy eyes weren't from allergies
I said and he looked at me confused
Minho:And then what was it?
Yeah, totally clueless! I hit him on the head again to help his brain work
Q:Dude, Y/n likes you! It was never Patrick. By dating Patrick, she tried to hide those feelings she had for you. They were never hate but love. I know this because she is my best friend
I said, and his eyes widened in realization and started looking around
Minho:I think that I am going to need my phone
He said taking his phone, calling someone and I smiled when I realised it was Maddison.
Minho:I am sorry, but we can't do this anymore! I am in love with someone else
He said, and I smiled at myself in victory. He hung up the phone and left the room
*END OF Q'S POV*
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RomanceWhen Y/n and her twin sister Kitty were accepted in the Korean independent school of Seoul, they clearly had no idea what was waiting them there! Y/n's main goal by going to KISS is to discover more about her mom because she never had the chance to...
