ala rasi ~pagie bueckers

be better if we not

I wake up in a drom and it's most definitely not me my dorm I look over and I'm laying half on half off a pagie bueckers or excuse me THE PAGIE BUECKERS

I don't know how I got here or why I'm still here
I look up and pagie is still sleeping so I try as hard as possible to get off of her before she wakes up so I can leave I'm just really hoping we didn't do anything

no she would never... I barely know this girl but somehow I had a guy feeling that I needed to stay where I was at I sat there and huffed looking at her sleeping so peacefully knowing she would probably be upset if she woke up and I wasn't there

so I got back In the bed not on her but close enough and took out my phone and went to Instagram and i found a post i posted last night and i asked pagie why she didn't kiss me and now I was really embarrassed because she said next time

I quickly deleted the post when I looked over to see pagie looking at me already and you best believe I was melting right there.

"Hey" she says in her morning voice making me literally tweak
"What happened last night?" I asked her sitting up ready to leave
"You got drunk and so did I and you begged Keegan to let you come over" she says with a worried look on her face
"And you also took a shower and you ask me to come in there" she also told me smiling

at this point I'm off her bed texting Harper to come get me asap because I was not ready for this Ryker still has my heart and I don't want to lead her on

she gets up and walks over to me and I'm red like a tomato

"You're different from anyone I've met Roslyn" she tells me and leans down and kisses me on the lips and I'm just standing there but eventually I push her away sadly

"We can't I'm still not over my ex pagie and I don't want to hurt you I'm sorry" I grab my things and rush out the door because I feel so stupid that I just messed up any chances to get with her

pagies pov~

Im standing in my room left alone, she just walked out on me she told me she still was not over her ex and I'm kinda hurt but I know that this is just the beginning and I would still have time

I really liked her she changed my whole mindset what did I do wrong? I was upset all day and I really wanted to text her I have her number but I still haven't texted her

Roslyns pov~
I can't believe I just did that I just walked out on pagie, it's because I can't get over Ryker he's stuck in my head and what worse about it is I want him here I know he's a shitty person but I crave him.

Ryker🤍

hey

hey beautiful 😉😉

so are you in Connecticut?

do you want me to be?

I just stood there I mean did I want him here? He hurts me but he also loves me I know he does but I decided not to answer and just leave him on open

Pagies pov~
After Roslyn left me standing I kinda just blew it off (I HAD A ACTUALLY PANIC ATTACK) but I had basketball practice anyway so that where I was headed now.

"Hey p whats wrong" azzi asks me as I shoot a basketball and miss it for the 3rd time in a row

"roslyn is just really confusing" I say "she went home with me but now wants nothing to do with me" I tell azzi

"pagie, Harper told me that's Roslyn still isn't over Ryker which is her ex" azzi says looking down avoiding eye contact with me

all I say is "oh" and walk away and end up shooting basketballs and missing all of them.

Roslyns pov~

Ryker🤍

I want to see you.

okay
later tonight??

yeah
Do you know where I am?

yes
I always do
Ill see you later tonight baby

"okay I'm going to see him tonight" I tell harper
"what are you doing?" She yells at me "remember pagie ros remember what happened today?" she asks me

"I'm not into her like that okay" I tell harper in a serious tone "I'm getting back with Ryker and that final" I tell her walking out of she room and going into mine, I put my phone down to start getting ready for mine and rykers date

I was doing my makeup nothing to much but enough I was gonna show Ryker what he was missing out on but was it really Ryker I was looking good for?!!

Madison~
I actually hate this chapter because I didn't know what to do but that's okay!!!
Actually thank you so so much for reading seriously!!!! I love you💗💗