ala rasi ~pagie bueckers

drunk again

Roslyns pov~
I knew I would see her I wanted to see her.. wait  no I did not.

she's sitting by me on the couch and I have butterflies why? I have no fucking clue because I have a boyfriend, the same boy since birth, the same one who hit me because i didn't like the way my prom dress looked and then slept with me amd then broke up with me that boy

But people make mistakes, even if they make them over and over again.

Time skip~
"you look amazing may " kk said when I walked out of Nikas room, all eyes were on me including pagies, We looked at each other making eye contact when my phone starts blowing up with text

Ryker 🤍

so wanna tell me who pagie is again?

a girl
that plays basketball
happens to go to my school
and is kinda my friend.

lie again I dare you.
just friends huh?

yes what are you talking about?

we are so done!
I can't even believe you
Olivia told me about you and pagie
but that's okay because me and liv are having a fun time😉

okay what are you talking about?
liv?
we were never together you just said that
Ryker?
Ryker?
Hello
okay wtv.

I died... My Ryker was sleeping with pagies "girlfriend" My boyfriend just dumped me for no  reason because oliva told Ryker about pagie but what about her we haven't done anything did pagie tell her about the night I stayed over?

"may what's wrong" azzi asks I look up from my phone wiping the 1 tear coming down my face and put on a fake smile and sit down beside pagie I can feel her glare as Im sat  down looking at my shoes "Roslyn what is wrong?" Nika asked me I look up at her and just start bawling my eyes out but I quickly dry it up because pagie was right there

after I told Nika  what happened she just held me as I cried asking why I wasn't good enough but she reinsured me that everything was gonna be okay he's a prick and we were about to go get drunk and I know exactly what happened last time I went home with pagie and didn't want to shower alone well I wanted somebody in the bathroom and it was her it can't happen again.

it was me and Nika in front and pagie,azzi and kk in the back we were all in our own conversations bedsides of pagie she was sitting there looking at me I tried to just push the feeling away but I knew she was staring and wasn't gonna stop soon

when we got out of the car Nika and I slung our arms over each other and went in automatically going to get a drink Nika stops to talk I on the other hand do not I go get whatever drink i want and I end up just picking up the whole bottle of pink whitney and down it

"Roslyn hey your drinking a lot your gonna be throwing up all morning if you don't stop" pagie says putting her hand on my shoulder

"how are you not sad?" I ask pagie super drunk and slurring my words "I am, just not about oliva" she tells me "I'm sad because you still have not added me back on snap or answer my text"she looks at me smiling and I start smiling
"I'm sorry, better?" I show her my phone to where I added her back

"was Olivia actually your girlfriend pagie? Because I have a funny thought that you just said that to make me jealous" I randomly ask her out of no where
"your funny thought was right then" she looks at me and then my lips and back at my eyes
"Pagie" I say in a low time to were only she can hear me
"yeah yeah I know your "in love" with Ryker"she says going to walk away before I grab her arm