I feel bad lying to my friends.
Well, the couple that I have, anyway.
Is it bad that I just don't want to hang out? It's not personal, or anything on them, I just don't feel like it. Sometimes I feel like it is best to stay at home by myself where nothing can happen. I want to be left alone to do my own thing. It's embarrassing, really, but I don't have another choice. Sooner or later though, I'll run out of excuses.
I am not completely anti-social here. Dustin and I go to lunch and things like that, and he keeps telling me that he is going to take me to a Thunder God match one of these nights with the guys. Friends from college that I never see or talk to, really. He keeps saying he will. I go along with it of course, not sure if it's really going to happen or not. I obviously have my own problems right now I need to take care of first.
The problem is, when? When will it all be over? When will I finally feel okay? I feel guilty now about not taking my medication when I was a kid. I didn't think I needed it. Now, I think I do more than ever. I've got to kick this, and kick it to the curb, if I think I will ever feel and be normal again.
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All That Glitters
ActionThe town of Wickerwire, IA has a jewelry thief on the loose and he manages to get by completely undetected. The only trace he leaves behind is candy in place of the jewels he steals, the media dubbing him "The Candy Caper." He won't give up his heis...
