Fanaa's POV.
I was waiting for him to express himself.
I'm finally letting him say what he has to say.
Whether it's a bad or good idea, it doesn't matter.
What matters is that I need to know what happened and I need to face the reality and my problems.
And I feel like everyone deserves a second chance.
At least that's what I think now.
"when you left... I felt like my whole world was falling apart, like this time I really messed up, I wasn't able to comprehend what was going on..you disappeared and I thought for a second that I really lost you for good.." he took a deep breath.
"but the truth that you couldn't see through this is that nothing of what you think happened , I don't remember having any type of contact with her and I simply would never do such a thing but.. I was still holding her and you saw what you saw and it was what it was.."
This can't be.
So I was wrong this whole time.. ?
I... It's my fault?
How can I be so selfish?
" Salma needed help ,she was going through a really tough time alone and I was just trying to be a good friend towards the girl that was just like a little sister to me but she... She played me and I couldn't do anything about it and -"
"stop" I cut him off getting up.
I can't listen to this no more.
I can't believe myself.
He was here all alone trying to make it out without me, he was hurting all alone and I was somewhere else living independently and trying to forget him.
I hate myself. This is all my fault.
All this time I was blinded by one stupid mistake and I was so lost that I didn't even think twice about it.
He doesn't deserve a girl like me.
"where are you going?" he asks getting up as well.
" I need to leave... I.. Ahmed you deserve a better person than me.. For 5 damn years I thought of you so bad and I thought I would never see you again... I selfishly left thinking this was the end of us... Why did I do that? I'm such a bad person... " I was crying and just letting everything out.
"I ruined everything Ahmed and I hate myself for it.." I turned around about to leave but I had to say one last thing.
" I just want you to know that I love you so much... So much that my heart can't take it and I hope you'll find someone who'll be worth it enough for you and who'll love you with all their heart.." and with that being said I ran inside and called a taxi.
In a few minutes it arrived and I left to Naina's place.
It was already 6:30 in the morning and the sun was out but I felt kinda sleepy.
This is it.
He deserves better. He deserves someone who'll stick by his side no matter what.
But it can't be me. I failed to do so.
I just want him to be happy and live a great life.
I was afraid that if I rang the bell she wouldn't open since she probably is still sleeping and Rahman as well.
I really don't want to disturb them.
I finally pressed on the bell and immediately she opened.
YOU ARE READING
To My Heart
RomanceAhmed's and Fanaa's love story isn't done. And it will never be. Sequel to You're the key.