Unknowingly Halal (lawful)

17. Painful realisation

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Adiba's POV,

"Stay out of my way," he said calmly after few minutes of dread full silence.

"Sameer you are not going anywhere. I won't let you"

"He touched you. Do you really think I will spare him?" He asked in a low voice with his anger blazing eyes staring at me. I gulped.

"You don't have any rights to say anything in this. Your not my husband" I said trying not to crack my voice. This was needed. Sameer needs to see the truth. His eyes clearly saying that he forgot about our reality. My reality. And he needs a reminder.

"But still I have all rights. I have all rights on you" He declared looking straight into my eyes causing a cold shiver run down my spine.

"No. You don't. Only my husband has the rights on me. I'm his wife and I. Am. His" I stated firmly emphasising the last sentence. But his lips twisted into smirked. I didn't expected that.

"Oh really" he took a step toward me and I took back only to hit the close door. He put his both hands on either side of me. His face inches away from me. Now I was really afraid of him.

"If you were his, you would've not here with me. If you were his, you would've never let me touch you. If you were his, you would've never let me kiss you and never kiss me back. If you were his you would've not here playing, my wife's role and that too with all your true feelings..." He paused and close the distance between us and put his face in my neck. Making my breath hitched. "If you were not mine, you would've never come to hide in my arms. If you were not mine, you would've never felt comfortable with my touch..." he wrapped his arms around me "...with my kisses..." he places a kisses on my cheeks and jaw "...with me.. " he cupped my face with his one hand looking into my eyes he continued "...and you know that Adi. You can't deny it. Tell me, Didn't you feel disgusted when that.." His clenched his jaw trying to calm his anger "... Nisar touched you? Tell me, don't you feel good whenever I touch you? don't I make your heartbeat increase? Don't I make you feel all the new kind of good emotions which you never felt before?" He asked. And by now my cheeks were soaked due to my helpless tears. I was looking at him with the same emotions as his. He makes me feel weak.

"I'm still his Sameer. Legally and religiously. We both are married to someone else... And This is all.... whatever... we have between us... is wrong.... and we have to stop this" my voice broken. While he stared at me silently, looking vulnerable and determinate both.

"I don't care" he whispers before placing his lips on mine. And I don't know why I don't feel the energy to push him away. I just wanted him for now. So I give in. He moves his lips on mine softly and groans when I place my one hand on his cheeks while others on his shoulder. I began moving my lips kissing him back and he pressed me more against the door with his body on mine making me moan. I felt my knees will give up anytime but he held me tightly. Sameer held my face firmly depending on the kiss. He kisses me with so much passion and so many emotions, and one of them feel like. Love.

"I don't think there is any turning back for me Adi" Sameer whisper against my lips. I open my eyes and saw him staring at my -by now surely red and flushed- face. "I want you. I want all of you" he exclaimed making my heartbeat stop and eyes widened. His words have so strong effect on me that I was afraid of it.