What is Wrong with Me?

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What is wrong with me?

I was never a victim of hate and abuse
I was never beaten or bullied
I was never called names
People never not liked me to the extent of hate

So what is wrong with me

Why do I think so much about the smallest of words?
Why do I feel so strongly about anything and everything?
Why do I always choose to like the abnormal?
Why do I feel sad over nothing?
Why can't I control my emotions?

What is wrong with me?!

I feel bad about everything
I think to much about anything
I have no self control
I ruminate on words said years ago
I still feel embarrassed about something that happened days ago
Why can't I let go?

These things keep me awake
They are the cause of the darkness clouding my thoughts
They are the reason I feel sad
It's because of this that I don't concentrate

Every one else forgets but me

What is wrong with me?

It's a simple thing
Forgive and forget
Say sorry
Accept your fate
Just do it
Tell the boy
That guy's lying to you
You're gonna fail
That's too hard for you
This would be better for you
I'm doing you a favour
Stop being so you

Why can't I just......accept the words said to me?
Why must I feel otherwise?

Why can't I be normal?
What is wrong with me?

I am problematic and I know it
But everyone else isn't
So what's wrong with me?

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