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boris imagine!
aged up to 16/17
i navigated through the crowd of drunk bodies, trying to find the bathroom.
i had been at this party almost a whole hour & i'm on my third cup of alcohol.
i had to find a way to cope with the breakup.
sometimes i wish we hadn't broken up, but my trust in him was wearing thin.
not that i thought he would cheat on me, he was just too friendly sometimes.
i remember that night. we spent it screaming at each other & crying.
"if you don't trust me then break up with me!"
he would scream at me after arguing.
i could see the regret on his face, but i did it.
& when i did, it was too late. i had too much pride to turn around & apologize to him or to ask for him back.
i had broken up with boris & i thought i was fine.
that was until, the next few days i spent alone. i avoided him as much as possible, ignoring his phone calls & texts.
if only i knew that i would end up here, dancing with a stranger.
i had been too caught up into my thoughts that i forgot to find the bathroom.
i continued to walk through the drunk crowd until i eventually found a hallway.
i checked the first room on the right & it was a bathroom.
"thank god." i whispered to myself.
i did my business & then washed my hands.
i walked back out to the dancing, drunk crowd.
i glanced up & was shocked to see boris.
but he wasn't alone.
he was with kotku. she was sitting on the couch beside him. a little too close.
next to boris sat theo. he looked like he was dazed. like he wasn't paying attention to anything around him.
i watched at kotku leaned in to whisper something to boris, which left her to giggle at herself.
boris still held a facial expression that held no emotion.
he chugged at his beer & kotku put her hand on his thigh.
i thought he would push it off, but he didn't.
i realized that we aren't together anymore.
even though we aren't together anymore, it still hurts me to see him close to kotku, considering she was mainly what we argued about. the girl hated me because i had boris.
but of course she was the first to know when we broke up.
it didn't seem to stop her when boris & i were together.
"boris...we shouldn't be here." theo tried whispering to boris.
"заткнись, позволь мне скучать по ней." boris mumbled back.
"you know i don't speak russian, you fucker." theo sassed.
boris sighed, "fuck off."
