Promises Were Meant To Be Broken

Chapter 12

He has a baby girl.. and I'm stupid enough to actually give him another chance.

No. I can't take the pain anymore. I can't take all this shit. He's hurt me to my breaking point

I started driving to the cliff.

Parking my car, I saw that no one's here.

Perfect.

I slowly got down and walked towards the edge.

The water quickly running down the stream pushing anything out of it's way

I sighed and started to think

Is this really worth it?

I took in a deep breath and let the tears pour out.

Still not use to the pain.

I stood there. Just looking down and the strong flowing waters below me

Thinking about everything that's happened in my life.

Thinking about Austin.

But more tears just came out.

Maybe we aren't meant for eachother.

I got out my phone.

32 unread messages. 48 missed calls

I deleted them and and stared putting something down.

Dear Alex, Sarah, Robert, Mickey, or Ari,
I couldn't take the pain anymore. Austin has caused me too much pain for
me to handle. I'm sorry I did this. I'll never forget you guys. You've
helped me through everything. I'll always love you forever and be
watching over you. Thank you for always being there for me
when I was at my worst. Thanks for helping me through everything.
and most of all, thank you for being my best friends.
Please don't get upset. I'm not worth crying over. I love all of you. 

And Austin, if you're reading this, I just wanna tell you something.
Thank you for all the amazing memories we made. I'll never forget you.
I'll never forget all the memories we made. Good and bad. When we
had our first kiss together, you singing 'I'll be' to me when we were 14.
When we fist became a couple and you sung One Less Lonely Girl to me.
But you're the reason I'm doing this. I guess you never really got over
Taylor. I hope you, Taylor, and your baby girl have a wonderful
time. I'll be watching over you. You've caused me too much pain Austin.
You'll always be the only person I love. I love you.  You were my best friend,
my boyfriend, my lover, and my life. I'll always love you and will never forget you.

                                                                                                             Love, Becky



Tear drops fell on my phone as I wrote it all down.

I set it near a rock with the letter showing.

The necklace came in sight.

The necklace Austin gave me for my 15th birthday.

I held it tightly and remembered when me and Austin promised never to take it out

Well, he broke his promise. It's my turn.

I slowly took off my necklace.

It means so much to me. It hurts taking it out.

This is the only memory of Austin that means a lot to me.

I kissed it and whispered

"I love you Austin.."

Setting it next to my phone, I walked back to the edge.

I took in another deep breath and looked below me

"This is for you Austin.."

I closed my eyes about to jump

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......................But someone yelled my name

"BECKY! PLEASE DON'T DO IT!!"

Austin came out of a car with tears pouring out

He looks like a mess.

"PLEASE DON'T DO IT!! IT WAS A MISTAKE!!" He kept yelling running towards me

"DON'T YOU DARE COME NEAR ME AUSTIN OR ELSE I'LL JUMP!"

Right then, he stopped in his tracks

I can see the pain in his eyes.

"Austin, how do I know it's a mistake? I can't even trust you!

"Becky.. please don't do this."

Austin's Point of View

"Congratulations Taylor Rafford and Austin Mahone for your new baby girl!"

WHAT?! THAT'S NOT MY BABY!!

"Than- AUSTIN MAHONE?!" Taylor yelled

"Yes, Austin Mahone is the baby's father. Not Patrick Wilson."

I was full of shock and turned to Becky.

She looked so broken.

This can't be my baby!

"You knew?" She asked with tears pouring out.

"NO BECKY! I-" 

"YOU ASSHOLE! YOU HAD THE BALLS TO COME BACK TO ME WHEN YOU HAVE A BABY GIRL?! FUCK YOU! I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU!"

That hurts.

I was about to say something but she turned to Taylor

"Taylor, I actually thought you wanted to be my friend."

I've never cried this much for a girl. Ever.

"Becky, we didn't know!" Taylor yelled

"Fuck you Taylor. You always wanted to bring me down and hurt me. Congratulations. You finally did. You two just planned this to hurt me. Well you did."

She was about to go out but I grabbed her arm

"Becky. Please don't leave. I didn't know." I sobbed

I feel pathetic but I might just lose the love of my life. Again.

No. Please no. I just got her back!

"Good bye Austin Carter Mahone. Congratulations on your new baby girl. And congratulations for finally breaking me into nothing."

And she ran away.

I was about to run after her but Robert held me back

"Austin, how could you do this to her? You've hurt her so many times."

He looked as if he wanted to punch me

"I swear I didn't know! I-"

A nurse came running in

"Oh my gosh! I'm sorry! Austin Mahone isn't the father! It's Patrick Wilson! I got the DNA tests mixed up. I'm so sorry for the confusion!"

"I KNEW SHE WASN'T MY BABY! FUCK NOW BECKY THINK IT'S MINE!" I yelled

We were all pissed at the nurse

She slowly backed out of the room and went away

I sat down and buried my face in my hands

"How is Becky going to believe me now? She wont even talk to me. She thinks it's my baby." I sobbed with my voice cracking.

"Let's find her. We gotta explain everything to her before she doesnt something stupid again!" Ari yelled

I got up and ran to the car

The whole crew following behind

I got in the car and drove off.

I keep calling and texting her.

But she keeps ignoring them.

I looked everywhere.

Her house, the park, the tree house, everywhere but I cant find her!

"Oh my god..."

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