INTERTWINED FATE ~ A MishBir saga

58 • Some disturbance

Mishti :)

With a heavy heart I had to bid bye him.. He had his flight after one hour of mine.. So I left first and the pain was so terrible.. Four months before he left me without saying anything, it was wrong, I was angry but it didn't hurt me the way it did today.. Seeing him after four months then again leaving him , life is really testing my God damm patience..

He rarely cries, but today seeing me crying he too cried which broke me more, I was devastated.. Why can't life be normal! What did I do to deserve all this pain.. Seeing my happy man crying made me feel sick.. But neither he have any control over it nor I..

It's better if we don't meet each other in this time gap..

Bhai and I entered inside our house, Mom and bhabi were waiting for us.. From the day Abir had gone to Paris, my whole family shifted to my rent house.. I got freshened up and changed my clothes.. After taking my meal Mom handed me a box.. It's a gift actually..

Happy Birthday Mishteeeeee!

Abir! It was from Abir.. Taking the box from Mom, I went to my room and locked it from inside.. I unwrapped the gift quickly and found a big teddy inside it.. Umm! Abir, it was written on the heart which the teddy was holding.. A small chit was there too.. Whenever you miss me, just hug it ♡ .. I smiled .. But when I held it , I felt something hard behind it.. A box type system was settled at its back..

A speaker was attached to it. I turned it on in curiosity .. 

Jo Dard chupana chathe hain,
Wo Dard pe pehra rakhte hain.
Padlena gham koi chehre pe,
Chehre pe chehra rakhte hain.
Jaise tumne kal rakha tha,
Aaj hamari baari hain.
Apno ke khatir apno se,
Karni padti ayyari hain.

I almost cried hearing his shayeri.. There was another switch on it, I turned it on... He had added so many songs which he had sung.. I kept my palm over my mouth.. This is the best gift ever.. I so miss his voice but now whenever I miss him, I will hear his songs.. I layed on the headrest holding the teddy tightly.. He must be in the flight.. I was staring at the ceiling aimlessly, no thoughts no tears nothing.. I just felt so empty..

I kept my room locked for how many hours I myself don't have any idea.. Nobody disturbed me knowing my situation.. When my eyes got tired I slept there only..

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Abir :)

Lying over the mattress in my balcony I stared at the moon.. The only one with whom I can share what I am going through.. For the first time I felt so lonely.. This busy schedules, meetings over meetings, work life has destroyed my mental health in a worse way.. Everyone is so far from me that I don't want to share it with them.. Here Sahil is busy as well.. It's been one months to Mishti's birthday.. It's so annoying to live here..

There is so many people out there who want to stay in Paris, like it's there dream to visit Paris once and here I am done with this place.. Mishti was right.. I should keep my pace slow.. Due to heavy workload I am not able to manage anything.. Simple breathing feels so tiring.. I am not living but just surviving.. But again, everything just pop into my mind all at a once.. I just have to be strong, it will pass too..

As a notification popped up on my phone screen, I opened it.. It was from Mishti.. A small smile crept on my lips..

Today is Leher's birthday.. In your work pressure, please don't forget about Sahil.. Try to be with him as much as you can.

I love you, bye!

My eyes widden and I stared at my watch.. It's 12:00 am.. He gets panic attack on this day.. I got up and went to my room, but he was not there... I searched for him in the whole house but didn't find it.. I knocked on Simran's door but it was empty too.. I ran to rooftop.. In this night where the hell he left.. I stopped in the mid and almost got shocked.. On a small table a cake was placed, both Sahil and Simran were sitting at one side.. Closing their eyes they wished something..