In Love With My Best Friend (Complete)

Chapter 14

NANDINI'S P.OV

Alya told me everything, about Manik's plan and all. I don't have any problems with it and besides by Manik's moving on with his life is a good plan for both of us.

But I know this doesn't convince me,
him leaving me? Our story is a total mess up.

"Do you know where will he be going?" I ask Alya who is looking at me with pity.

"He doesn't want to let you know Nandini" she said. I just nod and take a deep breath.

"Can I ask you something?" Alya states which makes me smile. It's like this whole thing is ridiculously awkward.

Her being my business partner after our whole mess up relationship because we both love the same guy. Duh!

"Yes, but be sure That I can answer it" I
tease.

She laughs and smiles.

"I know you can answer this. This is just a simple question. Do you still love
Manik?" My smile fades and changes into pout.

Do I still love him? But I already have a boyfriend. Maddy, I love him I guess!

"I already have a boy-"

"I know, but that doesn't answer the question" she snaps.

"What about you Alya?" I ask changing the subject.

"Yes, I still love him"

"How can you say that without thinking?" I mutter.

"If you love someone and you're brave enough to let everyone know then you don't need to think" she smiles.

She really has a point though. Do I really love Maddy? Or I'm just convincing myself that I love him even though I know that Manik is the one
ruling my heart? Am I that coward? Am I that selfish?

"I guess I'm not that brave enough to answer your question Alya" I inhale desperately.

"I guess so" looking at me she handed me my phone which makes me wonder, I saw Maddy's name.

He is calling me eighteen times and I haven't even notice it because I'm busy thinking about Manik. I smile at
Alya who is still staring at me.

"If you love Manik why did you broke up with him or something?" I ask.

"Because I know that no matter what I'll do, he will be forever head over heels in love with his best friend" she shrugs.

"What do you mean?" I ask

"I know that since he left your village, he realized that he's in love with you but he doesn't have any courage to tell you and accept it in his self because you both keep on saying that you will choose friendship rather than be in a relationship" she coughs "Remember the time that he didn't respond you letter? It's because I was too jealous about you, he keeps on telling me how lovable; sweet; amazing; gorgeous and all the positive compliments a girl could ask for. I know, I sound like terrible or insane but that's me. I don't want to regret on things that I haven't done. So in short I didn't regret those endless jealousies I made just because I want him to be mine"

"I already know that but not the compliment part" I smile.

"He's so keen on replying your mails but afraid to let me know about it" then she stops talking because of my phone which vibrates indicating a call.

Maddy Again! I signal Alya to keep quiet and I answer the phone.

"Maddy I'm sorry I haven't answer your calls bec-"