The Billionaire and The Niqabi

chapter 21

A/N- there will be more of Ruqayyah's P.O.V from here for more of back story!

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"We do not heal the past while dwelling there,
We heal the past by living fully in the present"

☆Marrianne Williamson☆

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Ruqayyah

Last night, I could not sleep a wink

I don't know what's wrong with me, it just feels.... weird

"Its okay if you don't want me in your future- i understand, night queen" he had said

Queen

I am confused

I myself, am not sure what I want!

At times I feel as if I want him with me and other times, I feel as if I should be left alone, like the past 6 years of my life!

"Arrghh!" I muttered as I set down in front of the tv

Zahi and Zaik were still asleep

I had been cleaning the house since Fajr and now it was all done

I had showered and read Surah Rahman and now I am aimless

Checking the time I saw that it was 9am

Time for the two dramaholics to wake up

Some soap opera was playing on tv and I was too bored to watch it

I switched the channel to news and got up

The next headlong caught my eye

Dawn Devil, Mr. Ibrahim, will be seen back in action in the 2015 Winter and Christmas Race

I stared at the screen in shock

The hack?

I took out my phone and vigorously dialed his number on viber

After 4 rings, he answered

"As salam alaikum" he said

"Was salaam, you are in the winter race?!!!" I asked him hastily

"Yes... why?" He asked me

"Its dangerous! You could die or- or something!" I said pacing back and forth my living room

"Ruqayyah, I have been racing my whole life! I know the tactics and rules for racing" he said

He's right... it did say he was a racer

Wait-

Why am I concerned?

Coz you care... if something, may Allah forbid, happens to him, my job is... go Me gone...

"Oh.. right..." I muttered

I calmed down and stopped pacing

"So... why call?" He asked me