I Will Never Be Yours

Chapter 76

Continued...
Ananya's POV..

As soon as I leave the house, holding Amayraa in my arms, I cannot control my tears...

I want to shout, I want to cry out loud, but I can't, at least not here...

Today all my hopes of saving this marriage are broken, I can't take this anymore....

I myself allowed my husband to cheat on me, by letting him spend time with his girlfriend...

How more complicated this marriage can get...

I walk inside the elevator slowly, making sure Amayraa doesn't wake up, and hit the top floor button

I let the tears fall, and don't wipe them, I really don't know what was my fault that Aayan is doing this to me...

The elevator reaches at the top floor and I swipe the card in front of the lock, simultaneously balancing Amayara in my arms and the door opens

'Access Granted, welcome home Mrs. Ananya Varma... ' The computer voice spoke and I wipe my tear...

Don't mess with me right now google...

I walk inside Amayraa's room and lay her down on the bed, she squirms a little, but then sleeps holding my hand and I sigh

I gently remove my hand and replace it with a pillow, and cover her with a quilt, wiping my tears...

They Just don't stop...

I want to hug my Maa, I want to go to my Paa and complain about Aayan

I want to tell Vansh Bhai, that Aayan is bothering me, so that he will beat the shit out of him...

But sadly I can't, I am a grown up, I have to deal with him alone...
More tears rolled down my eyes thinking about my family...

I wish I hadn't grew up, so that I could stay with my parents forever...

I miss you Paa, please hug me tightly and say that everything will be okay, please Maa, come here I want to sleep on your lap...

I shouldn't have married him, this revenge - counter revenge is not going to fetch me anything....

If he succeeds in taking revenge from me, I will be destroyed and If I succeed in dodging his attempts, I will lose my husband...

I am the loser here anyway...

I hold my mouth to prevent sob from escaping, because if I cry, Amayraa will wake up

Quickly turning off the lights of her room, I walk outside and sit on the couch with a thud

All I wanted a simple happy marriage
A loving husband, a small house, and a beautiful family of my own...

What I got is a husband who hates me, this sickening big house, his adopted daughter and my husband's mistress...

He never loved me...! His action today proved that he doesn't love me at all, why was I hoping anyway....

I know, I married a sadist, who couldn't get over his dark past, and now is ruining his and mine present and future...

Aaarrrgghhh, what was I thinking....!

What was my fault ! What did I do to land up in such a disastrous wedding..

I can't take it, I just can't take it...

Tears continue to roll down my eyes and my head feels heavy now...