In these times it's not that easy to find you're soulmate, what happens when Alpha Christian finds his... what does faith have in store for these 2?
will he ever tell her his secret? And if so.. would she accept him for who he really is?
Will he be...
*I was in shock, I couldn't comprehend, I wasn't understanding anything anymore. When he said that, my eyes went wide and I know my face must have gone pale. What he just said kept replaying in my head.
*That woman is Cristina.. that woman is Cristina.. is Cristina.. is Cristina.. is Cristina.. Cristina.. Cristina.. Cristina..Cristina.. Cristina.. Cristina.. Cristina.. Cristina.. SHE'S ALIVE. I couldn't believe it.
-Me: You are joking right? You must be, if so it isn't funny at all. It's a really bad joke. You can't be serious. It's a cruel joke.
-Christian: No I'm not joking.
*He says serious, but I could see he was stressed about this whole situation. And me reacting like this isn't helping neither of us, But how can I not freak out?
-Me: You're telling me that your death wife came back to life.. that she's actually alive.. and she's here now, that's impossible Christian. Is this some kind of zombie thing? Do zombies exist?
*I say trying to find an explanation for all this mess and strange things that are happening. He looks at me worried.
-Christian: Not that I know of baby, but she is here for real.
*I got lost in my own thoughts thinking, trying to process this. I felt like I was lost in space, all alone with my thoughts. It's a really bad bad joke, it must be.. Christian is playing me, but then again. Why would he joke with something like this? He already said he's not joking and for how his face looks I think he's pretty serious.
*His death wife is alive, his first love. What does this mean for Christian and me? Where do we stand now? Where does this put me? I mean, I'm his mate, his girlfriend.. but she? She's his wife for fucks sake.
*It can't be, how is it even possible? Does this mean that I have to leave him? Will he leave me? Or will he cut all ties he has with her for me? Is he still in love with her? Does he feel something for her? Is he still attracted to her? Does she love him? Does she want him?
*So many questions and nothing was making any sense. Can we ever be happy for more than a month without a problem, obstacles, bitches or something coming in our way? Without something coming between us?
*I was deep in my thoughts when I notice Christian waving a hand in front of my face. I look at him dumbfounded, he was looking nervous.
-Christian: Baby are you ok? I know it's a lot.. it's hard to believe, hell I still can't believe it myself. I'm still trying to process all this.
-Me: How is it possible? Didn't she die in a plane crash? Why did she come back? Why now? Where was she all this time? Does it mean that your still married?
Are WE done? Do you still love her? Does she wants you back? Do you want her? I will have to leave don't I? She's your wife, Oh God.. am I your mistress now?
*I say rambling and almost crying. He looks at me confused at first, then shocked, and at the end his expression changes to disbelief. I was pacing around when he suddenly grabs me by my waist and turns me around to look at him.. he grabs my face between his hands and look into my eyes intently with a serious but also sad expression.
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