In these times it's not that easy to find you're soulmate, what happens when Alpha Christian finds his... what does faith have in store for these 2?
will he ever tell her his secret? And if so.. would she accept him for who he really is?
Will he be...
*He says still holding his nuts looking slightly in pain.
-Me: Yes it was. Don't you dare kiss me again, don't you touch me again.. I am not yours anymore, and I surely am not one of your WHORES that you can have whenever you please and want.
*I say trying to sound mad, because who am I kidding, I'm not gonna lie.. I enjoyed the kiss and his touch very much. He compose himself and smiles wickedly.
-Christian: That is where you're wrong, you are still mine.
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*I open my mouth to protest against it.. but he kept talking.
-Christian: I know what I said before, but that isn't true. I said that in that moment just because I was pissed. I brought you here not only for Jr.. but because I too want you here.
And you are so much more than just my son's mother. You are the only women that has rights here.
*He says putting his hand on his heart. I didn't know if to believe him or not.
-Christian: No other women is above your authority. You have the right to do and say whatever you want too baby.
-Me: Yeah sure.
*I say not believing him for a second.
-Me: I don't believe you, you have changed.. you turned hard and despot. You are nothing like the Christian that I knew, remembered and loved.. you hurt me badly.
And you think that you can kiss me and all will be forgotten, you think that a few kisses are gonna change all of that? All of the awful things you said and did to me? You are so wrong.
*I say looking at him mad.
-Me: And don't call me baby, I am not your baby anymore.
*I now say with sadness. He looks at me hurt. Well at least that's what it looks like, these days I can't be sure anymore about his emotions.. because one minute he's fine and the next he's angry.
-Christian: Please don't say that, you are my baby.. you never stopped being it, you are my everything.
*He says with his voice sounding sad.. I just look at him with boredom and disbelief.
-Me: I sure wasn't it when you threw me out and treated me badly.
-Christian: Natasha listen to me, I know that I have said and done things, unforgivable things that hurt you.. and I'm really sorry for all of that. Especially the things I said about you and our son the last day that I saw you.
I was jealous, blinded by rage, I know that that isn't a justification.. but please try to understand me, know that I am truly and deeply sorry. I regret what I did everyday.
