To Touch Heaven

another

words cannot describe how much i love you

but they also can't describe how scared i am to lose you.

i know you said she's getting married

and that nothing ever happened between you two

but i know you loved her,

i did the same thing with someone else too

so i know how it feels.

you loved her,

then she left,

and you stopped loving her

but now she's back.

and i'm happy because i know she was a good friend

but i am fucking terrified.

because what happens if you two start loving each other again?

what happens to us,

to everything we wanted to do,

everything we were?

i'm scared

i don't want to lose you.

i love you

please stay

please