To Touch Heaven

bother

i never told you,

mostly cause we still don't talk,

but i almost called you one night.

i had really needed you,

i was somewhere i shouldn't have been

with people i didnt know

i was scared and crying.

i was having a panic attack,

my friend was helping me calm down,

but the only i wanted was you.

i almost called you so you could help

but i didn't want to bother you.

now i wish i did

i can't stop wondering,

if i did bother you...

would everything be different?