To Touch Heaven

"God"

i don't go to church anymore,

so whether there's a god or not

i stopped caring.

but ill tell you the truth,

as i left your house today, after giving you back your things and saying my peace,

i beat my steering wheel and cursed every god in the sky because you were gone from my life.

call me a hypocrite but not even ten minutes later

i was on my knees begging the gods to bring you back to me.

i promised them i would never complain or ask you to do anything ever again if it meant you would come back to me