i saw your name at work today
i honestly couldnt breathe for a minute after i saw it
i walked over to the table as soon as i could.
i cant describe the feeling of both relief and sadness when i realized it wasn't you
if it had been i still dont know what i would have done
i hate myself for still missing you
for still wanting you back
for still feeling pain when i think of you
for still loving you even though you haven't loved me for a while
KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
To Touch Heaven
PuisiSo this is a books of poems Seems like its the only thing i can write The poems are about anything i feel, its up to you to guess what feeling it is i suppose Enjoy my brain vomit