Chapter 30: Pain inside

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"He-He's not waking up?!" Splinter shrugged in sadness.

"I'm afraid so" Donnie said and nodded, ashamed.

"I need to know also, did you do this?" He asks.

Donnie stood there, ashamed and embarrassed then broke down crying.

"I-I'm sorry sensei" Donnie cried.

Splinter gave him a stare, an angry one and left the lab and said "stay in your room. Leonardo will take care"

Donnie nodded and shivered, and went to his room.

Donnie's POV

What have I done? The monster inside is possessing me. My red eyes now glow, my mind is full or anger, guilt and sadness (🎵🎵Coming to haunt me forever, I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river {FNAF}) I promised to myself maybe, it's better if I just leave for no one to get hurt. Maybe it's better to this way. Maybe, I'll need to lock myself up in my room until Mikey wakes up...

I stay in my room, on my bed hugging my knees, crying. Why... Why... Why.... I feel like, someone is controlling my feelings and everything, like a puppet. Do I choose if I need to approve them by defeating Shredder? Or do I need someone her to avenge me. I'm lost in my own paradox, I try to set myself free, but I can't. I wish, I can change my mistakes in the past just to make things good in the future. Everything's gone, life is stressful. Raph is gone, and I need help.

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