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Lamáya POV
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I can't believe I fell so hard for him it hurts so much thinking about what he did and everything it's just not the time my grandma just died now I have to deal with this

He's the first person I've gotten involved with after josh he's the first guy to get me to trust him after everything that has happened two years ago

I can't believe he did this to me after everything I explained to him I told him how much I don't want to be hurt

I told him that if he's not serious about me he should leave me alone I tried to protect myself from this

I knew it would happen again and I didn't want to experience the hurt I did with josh

I don't want to believe the page and the pictures but he hasn't texted nor call me all day yesterday so what am I to think?

If he truly cared he wouldn't have ignored me like he did he could've at least called or texted me

I'm here sitting looking down at my phone at the message he sent this morning

Zy ❤️

Good morning baby

What am I supposed to say to that after he ignored me all day yesterday I feel cheap because we had sex the night before that I feel used

I feel disgusted with myself for allowing it to happen everything feels so awful nothing is going good

What should I do?

Can't let this distract me my grandma died it's time to mourn and appreciate her memories not cry over zyairie somebody who doesn't care about me or the situation

I sigh putting my phone on DND tossing it on the dresser getting up to get ready for my day

I already logged out of my Instagram account after posting I'll be off for a while my grandma died bunch of messages filled my inbox immediately from fans, customers to artistes, influencers you name it

I sigh turning on the shower stepping under I closed my eyes as the water trickle down my face

After showering I got dressed sitting down looking at myself in the mirror a knock was heard at outside my door

"Maya"

I sigh looking at my puffy eyes and distressed looking face

Girl get up you got this you'll be alright forget him it's not the time to worry about him smile pick up your head you got this!

After giving myself a pep talk in my head I walk to the door opening it

"Morning babygirl mi mek breakfast earlier it inna di microwave mi and pam dem a go pon di road so lata," mommy says smiling but it doesn't meet her eyes

"Alright be safe wait weh daddy,?" I ask

"Him gone a work ," she answers

I open the door more wrapping my hands around her waist I hugged her

Without a word she hugs back her body relaxing at my touch I think we both needed this hug

After a minute I pulled away feeling my eyes water a little

I look at mommy she smiles genuinely her eyes showing sadness and a glint of appreciation

"You miss her ,?" She asks me

"Yeah," I say remembering our moments together

"Memba yave someweh fi go eno so lata we talk be safe and bring back supmu fimi"