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FOR US

"Like all about you love; really like fi just feel the vibes fi just: Spend mi life wid you. Die for us, Fight for us. Spend mi life wid you"

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Lamaya POV
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"I love you," zyairie says smiling at his phone I look at him through the mirror

Oh

"Easy nuh b," he added moving away from the camera

I saw the same female from the trip to the doctors office; wait what so he's actually talking to somebody

Who is she?

"Stop the car," I say feeling disgusted he stops talking turning towards me

He stops the car but continues to talk to the female

"B a who dat,?" She asks

Excuse me

I'm sick of this I swear he acts like he wants us back together then he just starts flirting with this girl!; like who is she?

I can't stand being in the same space as them it's making me sick in all aspects; where did she even come from?

Why does he allow her to call him names I used to? I'm not sure if he's doing this because of what I did but I'd never do this

Walking away from the car I took a breath feeling dizzy I can feel myself losing control of my own body

No not here

I don't wanna panic right now I'm on the road with cars passing by and zyairie is on the phone talking to this girl

I still don't know who she is!

I can't be mad at him for moving on but he's making it hard for me to heal when he opens scars I'm trying to close

Zyairie comes out the car after a while coming towards me he stops; before asking me if I'm good

Without looking up from the ground I try to control my breathing but it's getting harder by the second

He literally cancelled my therapy session for him to rub the fact that he has a girlfriend in my face! If so why didn't he just bring her to the dinner instead

He tries touching me I flash away from him gently getting up I don't look at him moving to the car I opened he back door getting in

Closing my eyes I don't say anything as the door opens I can hear him get in but the car isn't moving

I won't cry or breakdown anymore I've accepted the fact that he has moved on and that's fine but like in front of me!?

While I'm healing at my most fragile self? There's no respect there and it's evident. It's not okay what he's doing

But yet again it's his life

"Lamaya," he says making me open my eyes to look at him; what happened now. Why him a talk to mi?

"Come back to the front please," he says

I scoff

"Please," I sigh opening the door going to the front closing the door after myself I look ahead

"I'm sorry," he apologizes

Sorry for what?

"Why are you acting like this,?"