ʙᴀᴅᴍᴀɴ ᴀ ᴍɪ ᴛʏᴘᴇ

New Era

Zyairie POV
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•Los Angeles•
1/1/24

I engulf her in a warm hug as we watch the fireworks on the balcony; I could get use to this especially being away from the crime and lifestyle

Been thinking about retiring for the sake of my kids I mean I don't have to be in the badness I'm already well off to change my lifestyle

Yet I can't leave the life of killing and having power behind

Lamaya haven't said anything to me about my way of life so I'm guessing it doesn't bother her to the extent as yet

Maybe when she's a mother her whole view on everything might change; I wonder what goes through her mind whenever she's so quiet

Is it the future she worries about or does she find comfort in her own mind now that she's learning to grow

"Baby," she hums turning to face me. Her eyes shine under the night light it's almost 1 am now and the night is cold

I could get use to this climate and aura of calmness that spreads across this environment it's so refreshing

Maybe I should let this be our new normal; being able to grow my family in a safe environment even though if I let them grow up in Jamaica

They are gonna be safe but I'm scared my son might follow into the generational footsteps to rule nations

It's crazy to say that I fear they'll grow up without a father as it's a thing in the family; fathers die when their son is at the age of 15

A long time until my son will be of that age

Dawg deven born yet

"Would you live here,?" I ask as she tilts her head

"It's better in Jamaica my family is there and all I know sometimes I do wanna be in a new environment but not forever,"

So she definitely doesn't want to live here hmmm I guess she knows what she wants finally

I've been noticing the changes about he and to say that I'm proud of her is an understatement she has been through a whole lot and to see that she's changing

It's great

"Zyairie I'm scared," she voices out making me look down on her

"About,?"

She sighs moving away from me I watch as she sits down on the floor; the couch is literally in the corner and so is the chairs

No know why she a do dat; like she waah get sick and mi nuh inna dat har attitude already disgusting

"Mama get off the floor," I say taking her up as she whines like a baby

I bring her inside closing the balcony door she sits on the bed

"How is everything with your brother,?"

"He's back in deployment now it was great seeing him and his girlfriend is amazing; they're so nice, and her son is a sweetheart," Maya says getting excited

"Their new born son is so cute he loves me,"

"I can't wait until I have our kids," she says moving towards me

Can't wait either

"You're moving in with me whenever you're back in Jamaica," I state as she looks at me

"But-,"

"Final," I state

"Zyairie listen I've done a whole lot that I promised myself I wouldn't do like having kids before I'm married; it's about morals and how I was grown. To get move in with you is a whole lot I always wanted to have kids when I'm married but I've already reached the point that that's not gonna happen so bare with me that I don't want to live with you yet,"