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15: This Too Shall Pass!

As I sat down for a little while ,
I can't help but contemplate
About how life seems beautiful ,
It blinds us from it's impurity
This past few days was like a puzzle ,
The pieces are not into place
I questioned this to myself ,
' what is happening lately? '.
The days past so fast ,
I can't keep up with it
My efforts are always shorthanded ,
The stress are piling up
I can't look after myself ,
Though , I have lots of time to spare.
I wake up , eat , sleep everyday
With no direction at all
My plans are in disarray ,
By the unexpected variables
It's not that I wasn't aware ,
Maybe I'm not just being careful.
It's okay not to be okay ,
I guess it's bearable
This sense of defeat ,
It's not pleasant but helpful
I've burnout my week ,
But it's worth the failure
I've seen the difference ,
Between my needs and my passion.
As carefree as I may seem ,
I actually am concerned
I'm not getting any younger ,
The reality is hurtful
Sooner or later then ,
I have to decide for the future.
I am reluctant though ,
I refused to accept it
No matter how you prepared ,
Sometimes.. it doesn't go your way
It's five out of ten ,
But it's better than zero , I guess!
This is a dilemma ,
A good one I suppose
There is some takeaways ,
Some lessons to uphold
I'm tired and drained all week ,
But I'll trust the process still.
So I have to apologize though ,
If I'm off the grid lately
I had to take a break ,
From all this world's noises
And for all that's worth ,
A little inconvenience is fine
And just like yesterday's hurdles ,
This too shall pass!..

~ nniiwwpoetry ~ 07/27/23