thousand words (random poetries!)

43: (Un)Becoming

Darker scenes
Painted it white to black
My innocent mind collapsed
Wavered soul tampered my thoughts ,
Turns into worldly desires!

I'm scare!..
Scared of what's unknown to me
I've seen worse to worst
Changes creeps within me ,
It's imminent and compelling.

I wish I didn't grown
But was forced by life
I've aged , learned , and sinned
My conscience's faltering since ,
From all temptations within.

It's unfair
It's sad
You've sweat your dreams
You've sacrificed but lost still ,
Now I know why we cry.

You can be optimistic
You can be cynical
But society's imperfect
It's divided and messed up ,
So is the adversities.

As evil lurks where greed breeds
So is righteousness within us still
People do this , people do that
It's a sad sad reality ,
Most of them stirred backwards!

As time goes by
My eyes became corrupted
My senses got impaired
For to err is only human ,
To be good is the hardest part.

But I ain't a bad person
Nor a good one either
My inner demons dwelling
My goodness kept hidden ,
It's a constant battles.

Still myself is still me
Yourself is still you
Goodness or
Being bad ,
Become what you want...
Not what they want for you!

~ nniiwwpoetry ~ 12/20/23