Chapter Five: The Undeniable Sexual Tension

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Warnings-intense sexual tension, slow burn, short chapter, a steamy kiss, slight cursing. I usually do fast burn, but I figured I would try new things.

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Miguel's POV

Y/N remained frozen under my touch. However, her eyes were no longer terrified. They matched the same traits as mine.

Lust.

And it only doubled when I felt her kiss back. And fuck did she know how to kiss, and for a moment, it had me wondering if she had kissed before. The thought had me furious. If I wasn't her first kiss, I was going to give my car insurance a heads up because I'm going to run a motherfucker over.

Her lips parted more, and I slid my tongue inside and met hers. I tease her licking the tip of her tongue at first, and then I move to her bottom lip; I give it a suck then I surprise her by biting down. She gasped a whimper, and I tugged it harder.

I have her a complete moaning mess, and all we're doing is kissing. I'm fucking hard as a rock, and I feel the tip of my cock releasing pre-cum. And I'm starting to think Mariposa feels it too as she moaned deliciously as she felt the wet spot stained against my pants.

Without thinking, she ground her pussy on my dick, and the wetness went to stain her sweatpants.

I bet if I slid down her sweats, I'd find a waterfall streaming down her glorious cunt, throbbing for me.

She jerks her hips again, and we both release a desperate moan.

"I want you." She stated. Fuck, I wanted her too. Yet, I couldn't.

Her hands found the hem of my joggers, and they began to pull them down.

I suddenly sobered up and grew a conscience out of fucking nowhere. Talk about wrong fucking timing.

As much as I wanted her. I couldn't take advantage of her like this, even if I knew little Mariposa wouldn't mind.

She wants me to take advantage of her. She wants me to take her. But there is one thing standing between us, and it's not the lustful cloud that lingers above us. It's her father, my best friend.

Not only would he chop my dick off. He would ensure hell and high water. I stay away from Y/N. And that would be my downfall. I wouldn't know to stay away from her if there was a manual.

Nevertheless, I had to.. somehow.

I climbed off her as if I was on fucking fire. Granted, I was. I cursed to myself silently, running a hand through my hair as I contemplated what the fuck I had done.

Y/N sat up immediately and gulped. "D-Did I do something wrong?" She asked. "No, you didn't. I did." I sighed.

"Y/N, we can't do this. It's wrong, and we both know it. This can't happen again." I said sympathetically, hoping she understood. However, her face flashed an angry expression. "How is it wrong? We both like each other."

When I didn't respond, she asked another question. "You do like me, don't you?"

"Yes, but-

"Okay then." She cut me off and walked over to me. She got on her Tippie's toes, wrapped her arms around my neck, and pulled me down for another kiss.

"Y/N, no." I hurried my head back. I dropped her hands, and her fury became wrathful. "You're the one who kissed me!"

"I know." I hung my head shamefully.

"So what, am I not good for you all of a sudden?" She spat. "That's the thing, you're too good for an asshole like me. I'm not good for you."

"And who says I want good?" she deadpans like no tomorrow.

What?

"What if I want an asshole?" she crossed her arms.

"You don't mean that."

"No?" She challenged with a suspicious eyebrow. She comes closer again. "Okay, how about this... What if I want... is you? Miguel O'Hara was the man I fantasized about the minute I saw him in the shower. The man I want to show me how good a real man can make me feel." Her sultry tone doesn't hide through that dark smirk of hers.

Why the fuck did she have to say that? She thought about me.

She rested her hand on my chest, looking into my eyes with a mischievous glint. "You can be that man, can you?" She knew what the fuck she was doing.

"I am that man," I growled. Her hand brushes down my abs. "Then what are you waiting for? Show me... Make me feel good."

I shook my head and backed away once more... reluctantly. "No."

"Why?" She pouted. "You know why."

"My dad wasn't a thought when you decided to kiss me." She rebutted. No, he fucking wasn't.

"It was a mistake. It won't happen again." Hurt spreads through her face. I was an asshole for kissing her, but I was a bigger asshole for saying it was a mistake. However, it wasn't a fucking mistake. Not to me, at least. It might have felt right... but it was wrong.

Was it?

Don't you fucking start with me...

"You should go back to the house; your dad gets up at six-

"I KNOW WHAT TIME HE GETS UP!" She shouts angrily. She walks to the door, but she spins right around and stalks over to me with an angry, pointed finger.

"First, you drop hints. You make flirtatious comments. Then you give me my first kiss. And suddenly, you're like, Nah, never mind?"

Fuck, I was her first kiss. Relief and possession ran through me, knowing I claimed her lips first.

"Y/N-

"What, no mariposa anymore? Am I too good for that, too?"

"Yes."

"Fuck you." I fucking wish.

"You want me. So why deny it? My father doesn't have to know." A secret. I know all about secrets. I had a few of my own.

"Y- Mariposa, I'm getting my shit together. I can't afford to fuck up my living situation. I need to be better for my daughter. I'm trying to get full custody. This can risk me that chance." I try to reason.

"You mean me. I'm the risk that can make you lose Gaby." She said it more to herself than to me. She eventually sighed. "I wish you hadn't kissed me then because now, I want you more than ever."

Ditto.

"I know you want me to. Miguel, it's time before one of us caves in. So, either you come and claim your possession now, or I'll have you sweating for it." What I wouldn't say I like anything more are ultimatums.

My whole demeanor changed. "Do not threaten me, mariposa. You will lose, and you will not like the consequences."

"What are you going to do? Spank me? Or shut me up with your c-

"Go back to the house... now," I warned sternly. This little girl was playing with extreme fire.

She stilled momentarily, then nodded slowly. "Fine... Lock the fucking bathroom door next time." She gritted. She walked out and slammed the door behind her so that it shook the guesthouse.

"Coño." I cursed out loud.

If I was in deep shit before, now I found myself in bigger shit. I was in significant need of another cold shower.

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