Limerence

Don't

I try to think of something, even though my thoughts are fogged , distracted by his perfectly shaped chest , toned abs, and mainly , his beautifully carved and crafted collarbone , which is bruised a bit from the part it disappears into his shoulder , his skin was pale , but a slight shade of pink and red stained his higher points

I'm unable to move , but there was no way I was going to let him do it again , no matter how nice his body was

I lift my hand, touching his bruised collarbone ,
I didn't know what I was doing , trying to distract him maybe

"Nothing you should worry about"

He replied before I could speak , and immediately removed my hand when I came back to my senses

He lifted his hands to grip my wrists , but I flinched,

"N-no please don-"

My words fade into a whisper of how much fear filled my chest , he looked down at me , eyes full of rage , frowning , angry because I stopped him from touching me

And before I knew it , he grabbed my neck and pulled it towards himself , thrusting his lips onto mine, so hard my tongue slipped out my mouth into his

Dread and fear filled my body , my heard dropped to my chest, and my eyes closed tightly as I fought for him to let go, but he did not budge

I tried pushing his shoulders away , but instead, I was about to fall back into the sink myself , I tried again , this time by his lower waist , but when I did, he gritted my tongue between his teeth ,

I let out a squeal, I couldn't scream since I was unable to use my tongue , but then I stopped trying to fight back , knowing all I'm going to get out of it is pain . He's way bigger , stronger and bulkier, intimidating as well so I stopped , trying to think of something else

I tried slipping my tongue out of  his mouth , but he was sucking on it , and as soon as I moved it, he'd bite me , and the bites slowly started getting rougher and more painful , so I stopped that too

And waited , waited for him to be done with me while I feel helpless , sitting there in front of him, while he sucked my tongue like a lollipop, enjoying every lick

I felt his hand above my hips , as he grabbed my waist and picked me up, automatically making my legs wrap around his torso

I tried fighting back again, but I got bit again .

He took me out the bathroom, making his way to the grey sofa as he sat down in the middle , my legs still wrapped around him

He finally eases his grip on my tongue , as I slip it out his lips immediately, my tongue was abused , a bit of a bleed , and it felt like I had just gotten a new tongue

He grabbed my thighs , pushing me off him and throwing me onto the floor

I look up at him, tears brewing in my eyes , his legs are spread , his crocodile skin belt glinting , he was wearing black dress pants

He rested his elbows on his knees , grabbing my face in his palms , looking deeply into my eyes

"Never told me you were so tasty"

He asks , his voice full of ego and power , deep ,dark and husky

My heart drops at the words escaping his lips , and it's clearly visible on my face

He caressed my cheek with his thumb , bringing my face closer to his as he slowly places a kiss on the corner of my lip ,

He starts to touch me all over my face, trancing his knuckles over my cheeks, softly caressing my eyelashes , and placing pieces of hair behind my ears ,

While he does that, I can't help but freeze, in shock , confusion , fear , and other feelings......one's I can't describe , he's never been gentle with me, treating me like I'm his most prized possession, like he's........in love with me.....his hands are warm on my face and neck , making it a tad bit more comforting ,
He puts his thumb on the corner of my lips, as he rubs on them , like he wants to give them a massage

In between the rubbing, he slides his thumb through my lips as they part, my tongue rests on the bottom of my mouth, as he plays with it ,

I realise what he wants , and there's no way I'm giving it to him

"Don't make me beg"

He says, his voice calm, but dominant, low tone, but there's something in it , trying to warn me, to do what he tells me to

So I give in , not wanting something else in my mouth

I suck on his thumb , as he watched me in awe

I look up at him, a terrifying red gleam In his eyes, his pupils dilated , and slight dark circles under his eyes, tinted a pinkish-brown , making his eyes look more deeper and darker, I look away , his gaze was too intense, dangerous for me

He pulls his thumb out playing with my lips before they leave my mouth

His hand reaches at the back of my neck, the other one under my arm

I look back up at him , a sense of warning in his eyes , as if he were to tell me, "brace yourself"

He leans back into the sofa, my gaze follow his movements , as he settles into the sofa , my eyes on his hips , that are slightly lifting to make himself comfortable

I don't know what he's about to do, but I do indeed brace myself

I feel his grip tighten on me, and next thing I know , as if I weighed less than a bag of chips, as he dragged my whole body up his effortlessly, forcing me up, removing his hand off my neck one he had me in his desired place , and pressing my head gently right under his belt,

I freeze, my heart beating rapidly in my chest as I'm trying to comprehend what happed , why it happed and what I should do .

I feel something lift slightly under me, and I realise what it is , but I stay still , the more I resist , the wore I'll make it for myself

I just lay there, slowly , as the fog of my thoughts leave, I realise that he's gently stroking my hair , patting my head slowly and gently

Like I was his pet .

His other hand is on my back, the tips of his fingers trace my spine , and then , he starts rubbing my back with his whole hand,

My cheek rests on his pants , lying there as I stare at his white shirt draped across the sofa, covered in blood , as I thought to myself, how messed up someone could be, to have drawn someone's blood , and then come home, drink all his insides away, and have a girl you have hostage lay on your pants, petting her as if she's an animal