How to date a married man(Amirah's predicament )

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HOW TO DATE A MARRIED MAN
(Amirah's predicament)

Chapter 27

There is nothing more embarrassing than a failed suicide attempt, you wake up and instead of been in that one place you thought you would find peace you then see your self back in the reality of that thing you wanted to run away from, it would have been easy if she did whatever to herself alone but the painful reality is how she wanted her son to bare the consequences of her actions, yusuf was just a little 4years old boy who have nothing but love towards her, she gained consciousness 2days ago, and the only person that came to check on her was saif,
He only came twice every day she couldn't muster
the courage to ask about yusuf so she asked one of the nurse who told her he is alright but slip into coma, it's her third day today but unfortunately saif didn't show up all throughout,
Usually he is the one who asked how she's doing and they stay in silence before he announced he's leaving,
Jamal didn't show up and she isn't surprised at all because by now she knows she has loss her son.

She don't know how she's gonna face yusuf or everyone at the moment she feel like a complete fool and Coward who couldn't face her problems and exercise some tawakkal.

She sit quietly on the hospital bed reminiscing about her life and the door open, it's the nurse, she told her yusuf gained consciousness but he's under observation and would only be allow to be seen after that, she find herself a lot more happier, she has thought a lot about everything and one thing she's already made up her mind about is that she's done with saif, she would take her son and go somewhere away from him and his ungrateful family.

"Why should we postponed the wedding?
What has happened has happened Amirah,
Moreover Nadra is fine now and yusuf is also doing fine, the doctor has assured me he would be fine and soon be out of coma, he's probably traumatized about everything,
Don't even bring up this conversation again because it's very unfair, at least I believe your relationship with Jamal would be better now,
Just marry me and we will deal with the rest later."saif say exasperated and tiredly.

"I will just go now."Amirah say with a heavy breathe, and open the car door making him to sigh.

"I'm sorry okay,
But........

"But what?
But what saif?
Do you know how it feel like to be responsible..........

"How many times do I have to tell you that you aren't responsible for anything,
Amira you are just blaming yourself a situation you aren't even 2 percent responsible of,
You didn't force me to marry you,
Neither did you asked Nadra to do whatever she did,
Please Amirah I beg of you at this crucial time you are the only person i see and kinda feel happy and hopeful for a better future,
Whatever happened is nobodys fault,
Nadra just don't want to face the reality of her mistakes and that led to what happened,
We will get marry and all this will sort themselves out."he say and Amirah's phone beep making her to look down at the screen.

"Ok,
Let me get going my student are waiting for me."she say with a smile, one would swear she isnt the one getting upset minutes ago and those attitude are what terrified saif because you can't pinpoint when Amirah is angry or happy, it's insane.

"Should i come pick you up?"he ask and she shrug.

"If you are less busy."she say and come down from the car, she wave at him and he wave back before she head for the school gate, he wait until she enter the school gate before he drive away as he answer his ringing phone and hear the good news of his son develop health condition, rather than heading to work he head for the hospital.