Words say it better

Scared

I miss him,
Yeah
I miss him,
Even if he's two steps far from me,
Even if he's just standing right next to me,
I miss him,
Cause I'm scared,
Scared to make a step towards him,
Scared to touch him,
Scared that he'll say no,
Scared that he'll say he's busy,
Scared that someone else will say no,
Scared that people will stare at me,
Cause I'm not welcomed,
Cause I do not fit in.

I miss him
Presence
Arms
Lips
Kisses
Stares
...

I have this weird feeling that he doesn't want to talk to me,
That he won't reply
That he won't text me back
That he will refuse to talk to me
That he reject me

That something else is more important
That I'm not worth it

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