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Papa (part1)

February,
That's when I started doing anything and everything to avoid him
Hearing him ask about be
He who was,
Trying to find out why I wouldn't talk to him,
He who was,
looking for me,
He who was,
Wondering where the fuck I was.

Exams day
I entered the school yard, lost and stressed
Where was I supposed to go?
Hopefully I don't come across him,
I'll try to be discrete and quiet for once,
I'm still walking
A girl interrupts me asking if we're looking for the same laboratory,
Replying yes,
I  was far from imagining that she was about to become one of my craziest, closest friend.

As we walked towards the laboratory- found after much effort,
We were told to go wait in the hall,
We left the laboratory and walked towards the so called hall,
Not even paying attention to anything around

"N****!" He shouted.

At first, I couldn't figure out who was calling me out.
I turned around and came face to face with him.
My first thought was to run away,
But somewhat I remained glued to the ground.
As he walked closer to me,
His perfume engulfed me.

We talked and talked,
As I tried to not let go of my tears,
Then he got mad,
Asking why I didn't come to meet him,
My immediate answer was that I was ashamed,
Completely and utterly ashamed.