Y/N's P.O.V
"Hey, Yoongi" I say.
"Hey" Yoongi says as he smiles and waves.
"What're you doing this weekend?" I say.
"Nothing much? You?" Yoongi says.
"Well, I'll be hanging out with a guy named Yoongi" I say as I wink.
"Oh really?" Yoongi says as I chuckle.
I start breathing heavily, and I start to tremble.
"Oh my god, Y/N? Are you okay?" Yoongi says.
"H-help" I manage to choke out.
"Holy shit" Yoongi says.
I start getting dizzy and my chest starts to hurt.
"Take deep breaths, in and out" Yoongi says.
I hug Yoongi right away and he hugs me back. And suddenly, the pain in my chest stops.
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"Hey brother" I say.
"Hey Y/N" Namjoon says as he smiles as I sigh.
"What do you think of me and Yoongi together as a couple?" I say
Namjoon gags as he says, "Excuse me? You love him?"
"No! I was just thinking" I say.
"I think Yoongi and Y/N would be cute as a couple" Jin says.
"Well, I was just thinking about it" I say.
"You could do so much better" Namjoon says.
"What? Are you jealous that I won't pay attention to you anymore?" I say as I chuckle.
"Maybe?" Namjoon says.
"Ahem.. I'm still here" Jin says.
"Oh yeah" I say as I giggle.
"Just don't date Yoongi?" Namjoon says.
"Why not? Even if I liked him?" I say.
"You don't like him, so we do not need to discuss why" Namjoon says.
"But what if I liked him?" I say.
"Do you?" Namjoon says.
"No!" I say.
"I just- you don't need a boyfriend right now" Namjoon says as he mumbles.
"Oh really?" I say as I chuckle.
"She's old enough to have a boyfriend, it's normal" Jin says.
"Thank you!" I say.
"How come you don't have a girlfriend?" Namjoon say as Jin looks away and he crosses his arms.
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"Good night guys" I say, waving to Jin and Namjoon.
"Good night" Namjoon and Jin say in sync.
I sigh as I head to bed and close to door behind me.
I open my phone and scroll through Instagram.
Before you know it, it's happening again.
My throat starts to close and a clutch my chest. My heart starts to pound out of my chest as I try to keep my breathe steady.
"Oh my god" I choke out.
I manage text Yoongi to come as fast as he can as my fingers tremble.
Why is this happening? Why is it all of a sudden? I have no reason to be in panic.
After a few minutes, I hear the doorbell go off and my bedroom door busts open.
"Y/N!" Yoongi yells as tears stream from my eyes.
I get up from my bed as I hug him as tight as I can.
"Y-yoongi" I whimper.
Yoongi runs his fingers through my hair as he looks at me and he smiles.
"It's alright, Y/N" Yoongi says.
Oh, how he says my name.. it soothes me.
"Do you want me to sleep with you tonight?" Yoongi says.
"P-please" I say.
He carries me to bed as I nuzzle my face into his neck.
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"Aww.. they're so cute" Jin says as I rub my eyes.
I wake up to a furious Namjoon and I shoot up.
"Why is he here?" Namjoon says as he crosses his arms.
"Uhh" I say.
Yoongi wakes up aswell as he says, "Oh! Hi, Namjoon"
"Why are you here?" Namjoon says, leaning closer to him.
"Well, you see. Y/N has been-" Yoongi says.
"I've been having panic attacks and whenever Yoongi is around the pain stops.." I say, "Yoongi makes me happy"
"Namjoon, let's go, if she's happy-" Jin says.
"I don't want you hanging around with this Yoongi guy" Namjoon says.
"WHY NOT??" I shout.
Namjoon snickers as Jin pulls him out of the room.
"I'm sorry, Yoongi-" I say.
"No, I find this disgusting. Namjoon obviously likes you, more than a sister. You need to stay away from him" Yoongi says as I put my hair behind my ear.
"I'm sorry" I say.
Yoongi says, "It's not your fault"
"I know" I say as I look down.
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"Hey Y/N" Jin says.
"Hey Jin!" I say as I smile.
"I-I-I'm sorry" Jin says.
"For what?" I say, getting confused.
"I don't know where Namjoon went- I-I" Jin says.
"WHAT?!" I say.
"When I pulled him out of that room, I told him it's okay that you were with Yoongi. But then he said that he liked you more than a sister and then I slapped him and he started crying. Then I started crying as well and I told him how much I liked him and how I was gay and he ran away, but I was mad at him so I didn't run after him. I don't know where he went, he hasn't been back since and I made a huge mistake" Jin says.
"Wow" I say as cover my mouth with my hand in shock.
"I'm sorry, I messed up, what do I do?" Jin says.
"I-I don't know" I say.
"Fuck" Jin curses.
