Suicidal Thoughts

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trigger warning.
don't read this if it makes you uncomfortable!

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my body is numb and i can't feel, my eyes feel wet and i can't see, my steps grow heavy and i struggle to breath.

i wish i could burn down and let go of today, i wish i could freeze the eternity of tomorrow,
i wish i could let go and be free of always.

when the chemical lights start flashing like a photobooth and when the stars explode, will i finally be poison proof?

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bruises on my back,
scratches on my skin
reminded me of my past sin,
through dark and night,
i, thankyou,
for seeing me at the best i have ever been.

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