Lost the battle

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what keeps you running?

my mind
keeps
asking me
the same
question
everyday.

what keeps you awake and sober?

always come
short of answers,
here i am
wanting to know myself.

everything is sinking,
anchoring me
to the down under,
filling my lungs
with water.

what makes you crawl and weep?

my chest
always feels tight;

anxiety swimming
in my pools,
numbness in
my veins.

nothing keeps

me above
and floating,
not anymore.

maybe the
next time
my mind
asks me why
i haven't drowned
or

why i haven't
succumbed,
i don't have
to answer
no more.

because
i
have.

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-wolf

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