“I still get nightmares. In fact, I get them so often I should be used to them by now. I'm not. No one ever really gets used to nightmares.”
― Mark Z. Danielewski
“If you make a choice that intentionally hurts someone you love….you don’t know what love is.”
- the disappointed
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Songs
Hello - Adele
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[ Louis’s POV ]
“Louis.” Daisy is standing in my doorway. “It’s dinnertime.”
“I’m not hungry.” I state, rolling over so my back is to her.
“Why?”
“Because.”
"Because why?"
“DAISY FOR GOD’S SAKE I’M JUST NOT HUNGRY.” I shout to the wall. I don't see her reaction but my door slams and I can hear her runoff.
“I’m sorry.” I whisper.
I don’t even know who I’m talking to at this point.
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[ Harry’s POV ]
It’s 2:30 I’m laying in bed, in the pitch black. I can’t fall asleep.
I’m too scared.
Because I know I'm gonna have a horrible nightmare. Every time something happens with Louis I do. But this time I don't have Louis to snap his fingers and make it all go away.
I do have my mom though.
I sigh and climb out of bed. Stumbling into my mom’s room and standing in her doorway.
“Harry?”
“Hi.”
“Did you have a nightmare?”
Not yet, this is a precaution
“Yes.”
Even in the darkness, I can see her flip open the covers. Like I’m a two year old.
This is embarrassing
We are 17, not 5
Louis says it doesn’t matter-
Louis says WE don’t matter
“Comere’ Harry.” She says, patting the space next to her. I walk over and lay down.
After about 10 minutes I can hear her start to snore. But I still can’t fall asleep. I’m thinking about all the times she was so happy. When I went to the football game and Halloween. She was so proud. She thought I was getting better.
I was filling her with false hope.
She’s gonna be so disappointed in me when she finds out I messed it all up.
“I’m sorry.” I whisper.
I don’t even know who I’m talking to at this point.
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The parallels have returned. The last time we saw them was when both boys thought the other was perfect.
Ouch
Love you
- T xxxx
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Again. Again. Again. 《 l.s》
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