trusting the darkness [POLY BL]

8 - fuck him.

TW!! - mention of rape and stalking.

I groaned as I fluttered my eyes open, the warm sunlight shining through my room and into my face making my cheeks warm, rubbing my eyes with my palms I sighed running my fingers through my scattered messy hair, suddenly I felt a sharp pain in my lower back and hips.

I whined rubbing my hips tensing up when I recalled what happened yesterday.

I turned around laying on my face and stuffing my face in my pillow as I kept whining and hitting the bedsheets and sighing.

The door suddenly flew open, my dad came in yelling for me to get up, "Dad... I'm not feeling good... can I maybe stay home today?" I risked my luck biting my tongue and tilting my head to look at my dad.

"No get up!"

"Dad please!"

"Valen Walker. Get up right now."

"DAD JUST THIS TIME!"

"No."

"PLEASE."

My dad stared at me furrowing his eyebrows, before he sighed and got out of my room slamming the door shut behind him, I flinched from the sound, tilting my head to the side I sat up rubbing my lower back.

"Now, I have to call Kade." I sighed grabbing my phone before tensing up from another pain in my lower back, "Right, let's get painkillers." I rolled my eyes pulling the drawer open and getting 2 pills.

I downed them easily with the water in my nightstand that has been there since last week.

I sighed and put the water down grabbing my phone and calling Kade, after a few seconds he replied finally.

"Hey lilac I'm with my husban- I mean boyfri-"

I cut him before he could continue.

"Listen here you little shit, you're not getting any more calls from me for 5 weeks, and I told you to go gentle? But what did you do. You went rough. I had to take 2 pills you know? You also know that I despise pills so you're also not getting texts from me for 7 weeks, And yeah, neither meeting up with you." I scolded him gripping the phone tightly as I yelled.

He went speechless for a second, him hesitating to say something, I could hear light laughter in the background, "Lila-"

"Don't lilac me."

The laughter grew louder, "I'm sorry- I-" I could hear sniffles, was he crying?

"Are you crying?!"

"N-no.."

I groaned throwing my head back expecting a soft pillow, but instead my head hit the headboard, "FUCK!" I yelled rubbing the back of my neck, "What happened?!" The rough voice I heard last week.