Flau'jae committed to LSU to play basketball but she's also committed to music. Angel was the one to keep her on track to make sure she's serious about basketball. How can she balance basketball, music, and these unexpected feelings.
starts at her...
i didn't see this picture before i wrote the last chapter it probably would've went a lot different if i did lmao but i wanted to share cause the way flau looks at angel is so adorable 😭
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Angel 1st week of June Location: ATL
It's been about a week since Flau'jae dropped a bomb on me at the White House.
She wanted me tew stop talking to Cam so that's what I did, deleted his number and some more.
At least thats what she thinks I did. I really just changed his name in my phone tew something less appealing.
I know it doesn't make any sense but i'm attached tew him and I enjoy talking tew him.
I'm not trying tew be sneaky but I don't think I should lose a good friend to just be friends with Flau again. That doesn't sound like a fair trade.
We've been talking again and it makes my day every time when I realize how we fast we bounced back. Even though, I didn't dew what she wanted to be back friends, it's a small price tew pay.
It feels so good tew be in her presence, even as friends like it feels like old times. The only thing that trips me up is that sometimes we get caught up like when we maintain intense eye contact.
It makes me want tew jump her, but we decided tew chill on our physical attraction to each other for now, while we figure out our emotional one.
It's not a bad idea at all honestly, my problem is that i've found myself attracted to Cam in the same way i'm attracted tew Flau.
I like Flau a lot, but it's something about Cam. He's a lot different from Flau, he's softer, communicates very well, never leaving me wondering what's going on.
He's very open about what he wants. I like that and he's very attentive. I also like that I don't have to worry about optics when it comes to my relationship with him.
If I wanted tew, I could kiss him, touch him, hug him, and hold hands in public and I wouldn't have tew worry about what the media says.
That's a perk that I don't get when i'm with Flau. I have tew wait until we're behind closed doors. I have tee watch what I say around people. I have to be cautious of what I dew and how I talk, that's not something I enjoy.
I'm not saying that Flau isn't worth all that trouble cause she is and I did it before but I'd be lying tew myself and her if I didn't want a chance at what's normal, if I didn't want to have to creep around when i'm in a whole relationship.
Why would I ever want to hide how I feel when i'm around Flau? The finest woman i've ever seen? The only woman that could ever have my heart.
Today I get to shoot for Latto's Put It on Da Floor video and i'm excited but Flau is the only on my mind because all I can think about is her remix.
