277.
September 29, 1:41 am.
Mom and I just fought. She yelled at me because I didn't wash my plate and I yelled back at her saying that I was sick and tired of her. She told me she never imagined she'd have such an ungrateful daughter as me and that she was better off without me.
I shouldn't have done that. I never should have told her that. I guess words really do cause a permanent emotional damage.
The truth is that I'm not being able to control myself anymore. I can't control what I say, what I do, my thoughts. That's the worst feeling of all. Not being able to handle your own self.
But I made it through once. That means I can make it through once more.
278.
September 30, 3:42 pm.
I am so fucking stupid. I am such an idiot it hurts.
I don't know why I keep going back to you everytime. Some months ago, I texted you something that said that you sucked.
Now it's my turn.
I suck. I freaking suck. Big time.
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