Chapter 19

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Mias PoV
I stir awake to big muscular arms wrapped protectively around me, Mmmmm I love waking up like this, safe, warm, comfortable and in the arms of the man I love. I sleepily stretch out my aching body, damn raf and his rough amazing sex three times yesterday!. I slowly open my eyes and turn my head to look behind me at raf, he's still fast asleep. I carefully wriggle out of his arms without waking him.
I sit on the edge of the bed and glance over at the time on rafs alarm clock, damn it I should of been up an hour ago. I swallow the lump that's forming in the back of my throat as I feel my eyes start to burn, the dread and anxiety of today beginning to weigh heavily on me. I head into the bathroom to brush my teeth and take a shower. I wash my hair and body quickly, Today's the day I've been dreading, it's the day of kats funeral, the day I say goodbye to my best friend, for the last time.
I turn the water off and grab a soft fluffy towel and wrap it around me before I think about it any more and end up a sobbing mess. I towel dry my hair and head back into the bedroom. Someone's awake.

"Mmmm morning baby, loose the towel" he sleepily grins at me, I swear he's horny from the time he wakes up till the time he falls asleep

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"Mmmm morning baby, loose the towel" he sleepily grins at me, I swear he's horny from the time he wakes up till the time he falls asleep. he's sprawled out on the bed checking his phone, "morning" I reply quietly as I walk over to the bed to give him a quick kiss. I turn around to head toward the closet before I start crying, but I feel something tug at the towel making it fall off, "mmm much better" raf says huskily from behind me as I stand there naked. I wipe away a stray tear and bite back a sob, but I end up making a hiccup sound. Raf grabs my hips to stop me walking away as he kneels up on the bed behind me, he turns me around and looks into my eyes "shit baby I'm so sorry, I've just realised what today is" He says quietly as he kisses a tear away. I can't hold the tears back anymore, they start flowing freely down my cheeks and I start to cry. "Oh baby I'm sorry, come here" he whispers as he pulls me on to the bed with him, wrapping his arms around me as I cry against him. "It's my fault she's dead raf, Frank was after me!" I cry hysterically as raf rubs my back and holds me tightly against him, "it's not your fault baby, it's franks, he will pay for what he did to her I promise" raf says quietly as he kisses my forehead "she didn't deserve it raf! She never hurt anyone! I'll kill him for what he did! I want frank dead for what he did to her raf!" I sob uncontrollably against him, "if that's what you want baby, we'll talk about it later ok" raf says in a hushed tone "I don't want to say goodbye raf" I sob as raf rocks me in his arms. "I know baby, i know, I'm so sorry" he whispers quietly as I continue to sob. "I'll be right there with you ok" he whispers as he kisses the top of my head still rocking me against him. I nod as i sniffle and wipe away my tears. "Let's get dressed baby, we have to leave soon" raf says as he scoots to the edge of the bed with me and stands up still cradling me against him, he carry's me into the closet and helps me get dressed. I pick out a knee length dress I know kat would of loved.

 I pick out a knee length dress I know kat would of loved

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