Chapter 42

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Warning contains sexual content
Mias PoV
"Shit!...fuck fuck fuck!" I say in a panic as I lean against the bathroom door, he fucking came in me! FUCK! Why didn't he pull out!
Ok don't panic...don't panic... just breathe, he said he was sorry don't freak out..it was an accident I tell myself as I turn on the shower.
I pull myself together and calm down as I wash my hair, I finish up in the shower and wrap myself in a towel before I walk back into the bedroom, I see raf over by his chair, he's getting changed with his back to me

 I pull myself together and calm down as I wash my hair, I finish up in the shower and wrap myself in a towel before I walk back into the bedroom, I see raf over by his chair, he's getting changed with his back to me

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I walk over to him and wrap my arms around his waist from behind him, resting my head against his broad muscular back . "I'm sorry baby" raf sighs as he turns around in my arms to look at me, he looks so pissed off with himself, "it's ok, accidents happen baby, I'm sorry I got angry" I say quietly as raf wraps his arms around looking down at me, he leans down and presses a soft kiss to my lips "do you want me to call dr white for you ?" Raf asks me lowly, but before I can answer Elijah starts crying over the baby monitor "I'll get him" raf says kissing my lips again and he heads to Eli's room. I get dressed in our closet and make my way to Eli's room, but raf and eli aren't there so I head downstairs to the living room to find raf giving eli his bottle, I hide round the corner of the living room doorway as I watch raf with eli, rafs so smitten with him, he's an amazing dad, since eli was born he's helped me at night with eli, he's done diapers no matter how gross they were, he does Eli's feeds now I'm not breastfeeding anymore, he's always with eli he adores his son, there's nothing raf wouldn't do for him.
Raf is an amazing dad and he's so supportive and hands on....should we call dr white? Maybe we should just see what happens, I know rafs broody and wants more kids as soon as I'm ready but... am I ready to do this again?
"Daddy loves you...I do.... daddy loves Elijah does Elijah love daddy?" raf coos at eli as eli smiles up at his father dribbling milk all over himself "your so cute...." raf smiles but he soon stops smiling when he smells something "I think someone needs a change, someone stinks" raf chuckles kissing Eli's forehead. I stay out of sight as I watch raf wind eli then grab his changing bag and change his diaper "oh gross what are you feeding that kid....oh god" Alex complains as he gags covering his mouth and nose as he comes in the living room through the other door. "Should daddy punch uncle Alex for saying you stink huh?" Raf coos at a smiling Elijah as I try not to laugh "no daddy should not hit uncle Alex, daddy should light a match or crack a window in here jeeze!" Alex complains quickly leaving again.
"Your all clean, yes you are" raf smiles as he blows raspberry's on Eli's tummy so eli makes cute little noises.
Watching raf being such a good dad and so happy with eli makes my hormones go into overdrive... would another baby be such a bad thing?...
"Hey you two" I smile walking over to them as raf picks eli up "hey my baby boy" I coo at eli as i kiss his chubby cheeks, he's so cute! I take eli from raf so he can clean up the changing stuff and go wash his hands and put eli in his bouncer, I sit down on the couch watching our baby boy look around

 "Hey you two" I smile walking over to them as raf picks eli up "hey my baby boy" I coo at eli as i kiss his chubby cheeks, he's so cute! I take eli from raf so he can clean up the changing stuff and go wash his hands and put eli in his bouncer, I...

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