All she ever wanted was someone who can love her, understand her and respect her but destiny has something else stored.
All her life she prayed for one thing which is, not to be a BURDEN on anyone, but life's not fair at all
She thought its love but...
"No, no. Please don't leave me, I need you " I heard someone crying which broke my sleep, looking beside me I saw Sia sweating like anything, her whole face was in tears and she kept saying " don't leave " over and over
My heart sank seeing her condition, she is having a nightmare, Again.
" Sia, Sia calm down " I said taking her in my arms
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" You left me, Aiden also left me, everybody left me. No one wants me. you said you would never leave me, but still you did" She mumbled in her sleep
Aiden?
" baby, I'm here, everything's ok. Look at me, Open your eyes " I said patting her cheeks
She opened her eyes, and looked at me for a second " you didn't left" She said and closed her eyes again
" I-I'm not leaving you, not now, not ever " I said pulling her more closer
I had no idea what to do so I just hold her close to my chest and said whatever came in my mind at the very moment.
" I want you and I need you. Just Sleep ok. I'm here" I said wiping her tears and hugged her tightly
" I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I know my sorry won't matter but I'm sorry. I promise you that I'll mend whatever I broke. You can't just go into some shitty depression without punishing me. I need you the most " I whispered in her ear and didn't realise when a drop of tear from my eyes fell on her cheeks
Touching my eyes, I realised that I'm crying.
Wiping them, I looked at the clock and saw its 3 in the morning, She usually woke up at 7:30 or 8 means I can hold her till then .
I stayed like that with her in that very position. she was sleeping and was hiccuping occasionally. Although I was in a very uncomfortable situation but she is near me and that's what matters right now
I stared at her face noticing every little details of her for I don't know how long and recalled everything I did. I missed her, I missed her way too much.
" Guess you will never know that how much I missed you " I said staring at her
Thinking all this, I didn't realise that its already morning, I looked at the clock to see its 7:00. Slowly I put Sia on the bed and went out of the room.
This isn't the first time I'm doing this. Whenever she have nightmares, I hold her in the night and the next day before she could wake up I leave the room
Time for my next step!
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After getting ready for office, I was having coffee when Sia came downstairs.
