𝑴𝒚 𝒃𝒖𝒍𝒍𝒚 | Billie eilish

𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒘𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒚 𝒇𝒐𝒖𝒓

Melanie's pov

I woke up the bright light making me shut my eyes again.

As my vision became normal again I noticed I was in a white room.

A fucking hospital room

"Are you kidding me" I whispered to myself and look down at my arms

God sake

As I looked to my other side I saw Billie sleeping in the chair.

She looked so tired

Okay but

"Why the fuck is she here" i said to myself

"She's the one who drove you up here" Jennifer said

I snapped my head seeing Jen and harry

"Holy shit you fucking scared me Jen"

"Sorry" she whispered as she looked down at her fingers and started playing With them

It's not easy for me. I can see it in her eyes. The sorrow in her face and words

But knowing Billie drove me here meant she saw me. Oh my fucking god she saw me-

"I'm sorry" I snapped my head to Billie

These bitches need to stop scaring me

I don't know what it was maybe all the pity I was getting or I wasn't even meant to be here but hearing worry's come out of people's mouth made my blood boil.

"Could you guys like not!" I shouted

There eyebrows furrowed I'm confusion

"What I did wasn't meant to involve any of you guys just stop fucking pitying me!" I started rambling my hand twisting into my hair. Hot streams of tears came out of my eyes and sobs could be heard.

They kept quite not knowing what to say from my outburst of words

I felt billies hand on my back. Wanting to take it off I couldn't. Her hands made me feel safe. She made me feel safe.

I sighed "Look I'm sorry. This is my fault I shouldn't of done it. You can go if you want. You don't need to stay and pity me like everyone else does" the streams of tears didn't fucking stop

At this point Jen and harry stood up going to the door to get a doctor

"Could you guys wait outside I need to talk to Mels on my own and then you can get the doctor" Billie said

I furrowed my eyebrows worrying what she wants to tell me

Fuck she's going to tell us that she doesn't want to be our friend anymore. I knew it would happen. This is all my faults if only i didn't do thi-

I felt billies hands on both my cheeks

"Melanie please look at me" she never uses my name

this can't be good.

The streams of tears didn't stop going down my cheeks

"Baby please just look at me" my eyes met hers. God it's not been even 24hrs and I already forgot how her eyes look .

"I want to talk to you" my eyebrows furrowed again.

"It's not bad... or it could be if you don't like...it" she looked at me taking her hands off
my cheeks as she started fiddling with her hands
She took a breath

" I want to take you out" she said

"like on a d-date" I said my eyes rows furrowing not knowing why I'm stuttering

She looked back at me. Smiling. With her hand she moved a piece of my hair out of my face and cupped my cheek.

"you can choose baby" she smiled

I took her in my arms. Hugging her as tight as I can. Ignoring the pain in my forearm. And Not knowing if it's a date or not but still being happy as fuck. And what if it's not a date.?

"Does Saturday sound good" she smiled

"Perfect" I smiled

"Okay let me go get the doctor in" she smiled leaving the room

Damn maybe she is falling for me

After the doctor came in and tell me I could of lost my life. Blah blah blah. I stayed silent not wanting to speak the only thing being in my head is Billie.

After all of that lame shit I got told I will be going home the next day. wanting for this day to be over and just go into my bed was my only wish.

Billie stayed while harry kissed my forehead and Jen gave me a hug as they both left to be home.

Leaving me and Billie alone

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It was midnight now. As my body was turned away form Billie I turned it back seeing that she was not sleep but on her phone.

"What are you doing up this late" Billie said

"I could ask the same thing"

"Well I asked first" she smiled locking her phone

"Uncomfortable fucking beds"

Billie laughed. Her laughing filling the whole room making me smile.

"And how about you" I looked at her

"Insomnia" she mumbled

That's the one thing I knew about her. Her insomnia. We would call most nights because I was to busy reading Wattpad and watching tiktoks while billies insomnia was acting up.

"That sucks" I looked making my smile into a thrown

"Yeah it does"

My thoughts rushed rounding my head. Thinking what I was gonna say was going to be appropriate.

"Could you come her and cuddle with me" I mumbled as she looked surprised not knowing that's what I was gonna say

"Of course shorty" she smile as I wiggled to the corner letting her sit on the small ass beds.

"Dude your like 2cm taller than me shut the fuck up" I grumbled

She chuckled lightly

And that was the last thing I remember falling asleep

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A/n dude I do kinda feel bad for forgetting this story existed and making you wait. Anyways my mum has been wanting to read this story and hell to the fucking no will I let her. Any suggestions for what to tell her to stop asking to read my book 😩😩😩😩

Anyways how are you!!!

Y'all aren't ready for the next chapter aghhh